-- Moonlight in Sawale - Our Garden at Sunrise --
Vidya Vihar (8.23 Miles) -- 01/04/25
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Friday 01/03/25, 02 Rajab 1446 -- Back
Raambagh - Lake Promenade - Central - SM Shetty - Powai Vihar -
Lakehomes - Chandivali
Time: 0:43:06
Mileage: 4.19 Miles - 6.74 Km
Pace: 10'17"/mile - 6'23"/km
Weather: 22C; Humidity 50%
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
Phone Time: 0h44m
29th reading Thursday Dhuhr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 242,
Asr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 252 (Juz 3), till v 257.
We returned yesterday from Sawale. After the fresh nights
in the tent, I feel uncomfortably hot at night, struggling
to sleep. I get up at 4:30, feeling ok.
This is meant to be an easy reprise run.
The work on Raambagh road has hardly progressed
at all, in fact, down to a narrow lane, it is impractical to
run even at this early hour, stuck with traffic trying to squeeze
from both directions (in spite of the road closure)!
Other than that, luckily, it is a clear morning,
a welcome relief from the thick pollution observed yesterday
all along the road.
Once home, sitting for Namaaz on the hard floor, I am
disappointed that I have not fully mastered the foot position
after all, which fell so comfortable outside in Sawale. More
practice is required. At the Masjid for Jummah,
my friend Jamal Malik
loves my beard, he pets it lovingly.
Outside, the lady beggar is back after weeks of absence, seeming
very distressed, tries to talk to me.
Before Jummah Surat Al-Baqarah v 273,
Asr Surat Al-Baqarah till end.
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Saturday 01/04/25, 03 Rajab 1446 -- Vidya Vihar
Khairani E. - Bhatwadi long - Jogger's Park - Navroji Ln -
Camalane - Kirol Rd - Nathani Rd - Vidya Vihar Rd - to
CST Road (44m, 4.53M 7.29K)
Back Vidya Vihar - Kohinoor City - Kale Marg - Kajupada Pipeline -
90 ft Rd - Saki Naka - Khairani W. - Nahar
Time: 1:21:52
Mileage: 8.23 Miles - 13.25 Km
Pace: 9'56"/mile - 6'10"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 47%
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
Phone Time: 0h29m
I get up around 4:40. For once, I have a clear plan, from
which I do not deviate: to repeat the run to Vidya Vihar
whose environment had so fascinated me, and to complete
it to the Mumbai-Pune Highway.
The weather is fresh, clear, thankfully with little
pollution. I feel overall ok, mastering the pace, starting
in semi-darkness along Khairani road then through Bhatwadi
to Fatima High School. I am surprised to run for some time
along another runner, who accompanies me to Vidya Vihar
road, which had so impressed me when discovering it a
few weeks ago. I'll admit that today, the impression isn't
as strong, it seems that the entrances to the large slum
complex, with its tall congested buildings, has been mostly
barred by barriers, masking the view. To my continued surprise,
I cross a few other lone runners here, in what I thought was
a foreboding landscape. As I had planned, I pass Kohinoor
road to continue on, but the slums stop here, and it's
actually a short way to the overpass highway, with some
clutter around schools. I turn back and return through
Kohinoor, a stark contrast to the slums, and from there
directly into Kajupada Pipeline, feeling well in control
throughout, a great way to end the year before returning
to office next week.
I have reached the 11th ruku of Surat al-An'aam, and
started reciting in Namaaz, leaving the Ibrahim section
devoted to our stay in Sawale.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat Ali-Imraan till v 63;
Sunday Dhuhr Surat Ali-Imraan till v 91 (Juz 4),
Maghrib Surat Ali-Imraan till v 148.
Return to Office - The Foot Position (4.16 Miles) -- 01/11/25
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Tuesday 01/07/25, 06 Rajab 1446 -- Back to Office
Dneg - Royal Palms - Cross Aarey - Autorickshaws - to river -
Back to SRA rd
Time: 0:40:33
Mileage: 3.95 Miles - 6.36 Km
Pace: 10'16"/mile - 6'23"/km
Weather: 15C; Humidity 72%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 1h22m (Monday 1h01m)
29th reading Monday Dhuhr Surat Ali-Imraan till end,
Surat An-Nisaah till v 14;
Asr Surat An-Nisaah till v 23 (Juz 5), till v 42.
Up at 3:45 unfortunately, startled up by a strange scream in a dream.
This week marks are (forced) return to office, three days a week.
Raambagh being still closed,
I have to drive through Marwah and Marol, even this
early, hampered by slow trucks or buses, and of course facing high beams
of incoming trafic.
I start the run around 7:10, feeling tired, but manage the run at an
easy pace, on a planned easy week, helped in this by the exceptionally
cold weather. Here too, a portion of the road is half closed, buses
unable to reach Royal Palms, causing a near continuous line of people
walking along the road.
29th reading Asr Surat An-Nisaah till v 91,
Maghrib Surat An-Nisaah till v 115.
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Wednesday 01/08/25, 07 Rajab 1446 -- Back to Office
Dneg - Royal Palms Roads, Mastermind 4 - Climb to Imperial Palace -
Down to Hamlet and Khet - Climb back up - Back through slightly different
streets
Time: 0:37:05
Mileage: 3.27 Miles - 5.26 Km
Pace: 11'20"/mile - 7'03"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 64%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 0h46m
I woke up multiple times during the night, but fell back to some form of
sleep. Eventually got up around 4:30, but unlike yesterday, feeling
quite good! So with that, I head up the steep climb to the Imperial
Palace, accessing through small windy Royal Palms roads, and
manage quite well. On the descent past the summit,
I am greeted again by the
large red disk of the rising sun over the landscape.
I have kept this run deliberately short, and feel quite good
after it.
29th reading Asr Surat An-Nisaah v 147 (Juz 6), till v 162;
Surat An-Nisaah till end.
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Friday 01/10/25, 09 Rajab 1446 -- Small Run
Chandivali - SM Shetty - Cliff - High St - Orchard -
Lakehomes - Chandivali
Time: 0:36:24
Mileage: 3.53 Miles - 5.69 Km
Pace: 10'18"/mile - 6'23"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 58%
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h51m
29th reading Thursday Morning Surat al-Maidah till v 19,
Dhuhr Surat al-Maidah till v 50,
Asr Surat al-Maidah till v 82 (Juz 7), till v 86.
A lousy run actually, feeling sore and very low on energy,
almost sick. Why is this? Am I feeling the effect of these last
three days in office? Or still recovering from increased mileage during
the holidays? Either way, this is intended to be a smaller week,
so in a way, this forces that.
Yesterday, I went to office after a short gym session,
which worked out well (still early enough to avoid traffic).
Also, for the first time, I took the Qur'an (bought at
Husainya Masjid) to read in office, with good success.
This reassures me that I'll be able to continue my
effort in Tilavaat Qur'an even while attending office.
As usual, I went to Gausulwra Masjid for Dhuhr. I later
research the "kiss the eyes" hand gesture that they do,
which appears to be bid'ah, I will not imitate it.
Also, I continue to improve my foot technique while
sitting in Namaaz, today, for the first time, able to sit
that way with relative comfort through all Rakhats. Later,
when I return home, Gulzar observes that
I have mistakenly exchanged my shoes at the Masjid for
someone else's!
But these three days in office, while thrilling in ways,
have left me exhausted. Leaving early in the
afternoons, I have not faced major traffic issues (except
for a near accident!), but others have stayed stuck for
over a half hour on the short stretch exiting Royal Palms!
Today, for Jummah, I return to Al-Husainya Masjid,
as every Friday. As predicted, my friend regrets my beard
(I have shaved this morning). Here again, for the first time,
I sit properly for Namaaz as I have been practicing, propping
my right foot up on my bent toes, a position that had
previously seemed unachievable to me. This is good, but I
need to be careful that the focus on this effort doesn't
distract from the Namaaz itself. I am hoping this position
will soon become the norm, inshallah!
Before Jummah Surat al-Maidah till end,
Surat al-An'aam till v 41; After Jummah Surat al-An'aam till v 94;
Asr Surat al-An'aam till v 110 (Juz 8), till v 144;
Ishaa Surat al-An'aam till end.
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Saturday 01/11/25, 10 Rajab 1446 -- Peaceful
Nahar - Chandivali - Saki Vihar - Andheri Ghatkopar - Khairani E. -
Shangarsh Nagar.
Time: 0:43:15
Mileage: 4.16 Miles - 6.69 Km
Pace: 10'23"/mile - 6'27"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 64%
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h12m
I leave at 6:30, still in darkness. Even here near our
society, road closures are causing detours in my usual
routes. It is still dark to navigate the morning activity,
and to my amazement, the already insufficient
public light suddenly switches off,
much too early for proper visibility!
Unlike yesterday, I feel quite good,
but wisely keep this short
as planned (besides, I have promised Gulzar as we plan
to leave for Sawale). On the way, two school boys
carry a cat's corpse from the road to the side. Further,
a woman loudly disputes two men, storming out of
an Auto-Rickshaw. I continue to feel well,
but do not extend through Bhatwadi, back through
the Shangarsh Nagar shortcut which, still under construction,
is tricky to pass.
At home, I have had the idea of keeping a second Janimaaz
under my feet, to mitigate the painful contact of the hard floor
against my toes. I am satisfied to find increasing comfort
sitting in this challenging position.
The Great Run to the Dargah (12.74 Miles) -- 01/18/25
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Monday 01/13/25, 12 Rajab 1446 -- Bhatwadi, Asalfa
Khairani E. - Bhatwadi Long - Ramchandra Kadam - LBS Marg -
Nari Seva Sadan - Khairani E. - Nahar.
Time: 0:55:29
Mileage: 5.67 Miles - 9.13 Km
Pace: 9'46"/mile - 6'04"/km
Weather: 22C; Humidity 62%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs (excellent)
Feeling sore and unmotivated at first, but this turns out into a
most excellent run!
Realizing almost right away that I actually feel good,
I head
out for Bhatwadi then return through the slum hill of Asalfa. My
rhythm is fresh and energetic throughout, and I am surprised by a
much better pace today. The weather morning continues, fresh and
inspiring, small streets activity in the morning, a good day.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-A'raf till v 58,
Surat al-A'raf till v 87 (Juz 9),
Asr Surat al-A'raf till v 108,
Maghrib Surat al-A'raf till v 151.
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Wednesday 01/15/25, 14 Rajab 1446 -- Imperial Palace
Dneg - Walking Zone - Anumati Market - Imperial Palace Climb -
Down - Sunrise loop: Hamlets, Trail, Khet - Imperial Palace Backside
Climb - Back same way.
Time: 0:43:39
Mileage: 4.21 Miles - 6.78 Km
Pace: 10'22"/mile - 6'26"/km
Weather: 23C; Humidity 77%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 0h40m (Thursday 0h57m)
29th reading Tuesday Morning Surat al-A'raf till end;
Dhuhr Surat al-Anfal till v 28,
Asr Surat al-Anfal till v 40 (Juz 10), till end.
As usual, I am up around 4:30, and out after 6:30. I have
made a dream where I was changing clothes bare-chest in the Masjid,
noticing that others were starting the Namaaz, wondered whether
this would be appropriate?
I commute again through Marwah Marol in darkness (Raambagh
still closed), but I find the Royal Palms down to a single lane!
I am sent on dirt alleys through
the Chawl to circumvent the obstacle, barely wide
enough to drive through. I can't imagine what this is going
to turn into during the day! In addition, a heavy haze suffocates
the landscape, is it
fog, smoke, or pollution?
With all that, deeming it unthinkable to run through that,
I head out again for the steep hill to the Imperial Palace, through the
increasingly familiar small roads of Royal Palms.
It is again cool and beautiful up here,
although with more activity than usual, perhaps due to the state of
the main road. I catch glimpses of the near full moon, and of course the
red circle of the rising sun. I run through the hamlets and on the beautiful
trail, pace myself on the challenging climb back up. All in all, an
excellent run.
But will I come again tomorrow, with the access road in this
dreadful condition?
29th reading Dhuhr Surat at-Taubah till v 25,
Surat at-Taubah till v 43; Asr Surat at-Taubah till v 72;
Maghrib Surat at-Taubah till v 93 (Juz 11), till v 99.
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Thursday 01/16/25, 15 Rajab 1446 -- Imperial Palace, again!
Same exact run as yesterday (a rarity!)
Time: 0:46:23
Mileage: 4.21 Miles - 6.78 Km
Pace: 11'01"/mile - 6'51"/km
Weather: 18C; Humidity 84%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 0h32m
I am up at 4am, too early unfortunately!
But otherwise very similar to
yesterday, only feeling more tired. Same detours through small alleys
on the commute, and then for once, I repeat the exact same run,
but slower today, actually daunted by the effort of climbing back
up the hill, which I take at a more manageable effort. This portion
definitely reminds me of the steep grades of the Terrible Two!
29th reading Dhuhr Surat at-Taubah till end,
Surat Yunus till v 31; Asr Surat Yunus till v 70.
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Saturday 01/18/25, 17 Rajab 1446 -- To the Dargah
Chandivali - Lakehomes - JVLR - Saki Vihar - Pipeline - Bhandup
Gate - Anthony Church - Bhandup Pipeline - Mulund Goregaon Road -
GaibanShah Peer Dargah (Khindipada): 1:08:30 [6.6 Miles, 10.63 Km]
Back same way - Raambagh - Nahar: 2:12:15 [
Time: 2:12:15
Mileage: 12.74 Miles - 20.51 Km
Pace: 10'22"/mile - 6'26"/km
Weather: 24C; Humidity 51%
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs (still excellent)
Phone Time: 0h47m (Friday 0h51m)
29th reading Friday before Jummah Surat Yunus till end,
After Jummah Surat Hud till v 5 (Juz 12), till v 49,
Maghrib Surat Hud till v 68.
I wake up just before 5am, good sleep for once. With that,
I decide that today is the day. Perhaps this
will not represent itself, I will attempt to run to the
Dargah!
I am greeted by a 3/4 moon in a clear sky, which reminds
me that I am running comfortably ahead in my efforts to complete
another tilaavat Qur'an by the start of Ramadhan. With several
closures in the neighborhood, I take this detour through
Lakehomes, which adds some small unintended distance.
I feel good in spite of this week's soreness, and many
steep climbs. I pace myself carefully, appropriately envisioning
the full duration in mind. As usual, I feel an extraordinary
sense of peace once I veer onto the Pipeline trail, away
from traffic noise. Today, I am joined by an escort of two
young runners who vouch to keep me company, and
compliment my stamina. For once, I am actually happy
to not be alone, and with my breath well under control,
am able to converse with them in Hindi. Eventually, they
pull forward approaching the Bhandup Gate (and I let them
go, careful to stick to my own rhythm), and they stop there,
while I continue, waving them by.
From here, I continue on the now familiar track through
Bhandup, but past Anthony Church, I take the narrow overpass
then traverse the Chawl on the hills, quiet and pleasant
as usual, easily tame an occasional barking dog, helped
in this by the locals. "Kuch nahi karega", I tell
a man with with a rough face. He assents opening into
a smile, "awaz diyega..." I reach the overpass
to the Mulund road, from here, new territory... I turn
left, finding my way to the road.
I soon reach a fork. The main road seems to continue
to the right, quite wide, but I am intrigued by a smaller
road which climbs to the left. Luckily, I ask "Dargah
kidhar hai?", as it is actually the latter. I am a
little daunted at first by such a steep climb this far
into the run, but at a reasonable pace, undoubtedly
helped by my repeat steep hills earlier in the week,
and fueled by the thrill of discovery, I make it well
in control. I reach the entrance of the Dargah over
on the right, and soon, the road itself dead-ends.
I have made it !!!
I stop in front of the Dargah gate, eat part of
a Yoga Bar and drink for celebration (only two such
stops today...), and head back. I traverse the slow
ascent through the Chawl with ease, then feel
particularly relaxed on the smooth descent along
the Pipeline, one of these "Perpetuum Mobile"
runs that feels that it could never stop. I pass
the youths from my escort from previously, indicate
that I have indeed reached the Dargah. I complete the
rest of the run in relative ease, trying to return
through Raambagh after all, which is partially open
after all, enough to be runnable, a smooth pleasant
conclusion to this memorable run.
My goal for this year has been fulfilled,
alhamdulillah! I had been dreaming this run for some
time, very satisfied to achieve it on a year where
my fitness has been in question. Now, till Ramadhan,
I feel liberated to run as I feel, with no particular
pressure or objective, enjoy as it comes, and gently
ramping down until the advent of the Great Month.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat Hud till v 95,
Maghrib Surat Hud till end.
The Fall (4.91 Miles) -- 01/22/25
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Tuesday 01/21/25, 20 Rajab 1446 -- Insomnia!
Dneg - Royal Palms Road - Imperial Palace Climb - Descent -
Sunrise Loop Counterclockwise (Khet - Trail - Hamlets) - Back climb
up Royal Palms Rd (left) - Walking area - Dneg climb
Time: 0:35:29
Mileage: 3.22 Miles - 5.18 Km
Pace: 11'01" / mile, 6'51"/km
Weather: 17C; Humidity 76%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 0h53m (Monday 0h46m)
29th reading Sunday Dhuhr Surat Yusuf till v 35,
Maghrib Surat Yusuf till v 52 (Juz 13), till v 57 --
Monday Dhuhr Surat Yusuf till end,
Maghrib Surat ar-Ra'd.
A terrible night!
Yesterday was a difficult day: First, I had a lengthy
doctor appointment, which confirmed that my heart condition,
in spite of 6 months of medicine, has not improved.
Unsure what the next steps should be. And then, checking my
email shortly before sleeping, a horrible surprise: I have
received another stern demand for the 2008/09 taxes! This,
after years of procedure, was supposed to be closed!! We
have only one week to react, I forward this immediately to
the concerned parties, hoping they'll act in time.
But there goes my sleep. Even though this will likely
be solved, I fear not being able to sleep
because of it, succumbing to a stark sense of injustice,
and that tomorrow's day in office will be
wasted! A miserable night...
This has woken up Gulzar too, she tries to help
me as she can, losing sleep herself.
Eventually, I have fallen asleep, and wake up
with the alarm at 5am. In the morning, the demons
of the night have retreated somewhat, and the situation, while
unchanged, doesn't seem as dire. I hurry a little my
preparations to still leave around 6:30 for Royal Palms.
The access road here is still under construction,
quite chaotic even this early and very dusty.
Deeming this not runnable, I have no
other choice but to climb again to the Imperial Hotel,
which I do with relative ease. For once, I take the
"Sunrise loop" in the other direction (starting through
the field), which actually offers nicer views of the
sunrise. On the way back, I finally decide to climb back
through the road on the left, largely deserted in spite
of villas and appartments. This is much gentler than
the backside of the Imperial Palace, and dispelling my
fears, I do not find aggressive dogs. Finally, I
reconnect with the walking area, as the web of
small roads continues to come into focus in my mind.
All in all, under the circumstances, a good run,
although exhaustion will overwhelm me later in the
morning, it will be a difficult day in office.
29th reading Asr Surat Ibrahim;
Maghrib Surat al-Hijr v 1 (Juz 14), till v 79.
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Wednesday 01/22/25, 21 Rajab 1446 -- The Fall!
DNeg - Royal Palms rd - Imperial Palace Climb - Descent -
Khet - Lakshmi road to Picnic Pnt & Back - Royal Palms road left -
Walking Zone - Orchard Mall - DNeg
Time: 0:51:48
Mileage: 4.91 Miles - 7.89 Km
Pace: 10'33"/mile - 6'33"/km
Weather: 21C; Humidity 60%
Weight: 69.5 kg - 153.2 lbs (What ???)
Phone Time: 0h50m
Another sleepless night! Unbelievable, similar to last night,
we both wake up around 2am, impossible to sleep back! Somehow though,
committed to my usual mind tricks,
I do fall back asleep, and wake up
relatively rested in the morning. But what causes this curse?
The commute is similar, through Marwah and Marol. As I start
the run, I am happy to spot a perfect half moon, well drawn in
a clear sky, a week left in the month of Rajab. I again climb
up the Imperial Palace, witness the sun rise, etc, but today, I turn
right onto the trail towards Lakshmi road (as I call it), running
to the Picnic Point and back, meeting my "old friends" along the way,
who walk here every single day. I feel good actually, peaceful
and easy.
But the road has been dug up, leaving a mess or rocks, a little
treacherous. As I approach on the way back the sunset observation
point, boom!, I suddenly fall forward! I have hurt my hands and
knees, both bloody. Like Mike Tyson KO'd looking absently for
his mouthpiece, my first concern is to stop my watch. I stagger
back to my feet while a Tempo patiently awaits, eventually go sit
on a 2 feet wall. As always in India, the incident draws empathy
from onlookers. First it is two aunties on their morning walk,
locals in Saree, who advise me in several ways. They are joined
by a man on a motorbike who stops, offers me water (at the
advice of the Aunties). Feeling dizzy, I also ask for food, there
is none here say the Aunties, but the man offers me a small pack
of salty snacks, which although I would have preferred
something sugary will restore me quite a bit.
I ask him, "tumko nahi milega?", but both him and the aunties
wave that off as no concern. Still encouraged by the Aunties,
he even offers to drive me back up the hill to Royal Palms,
which I refuse, hoping I can still make it on my own strength.
This nice group eventually leaves, and I sit for a while longer,
eating the snacks, recovering my spirits and letting the pain
subside. I pray Du'ah, balancing my body. A Muslim couple has
been sitting on the wall opposite all this time, silent witnesses
so far. Gathering myself, I finally get up, ready to confront
the climb back up. I talk to them, he reveals that this road
will be paved in another two weeks. Road to where I ask, yahan
kuch nahi hai? Before leaving them, I reveal that I am myself
Muslim, obtaining a small exclamation from the woman who is
wearing Burkha.
Still not sure of my strength, the first steps are painful,
but I am soon relieved that I am ok, and start to find my
rhythm back. I actually feel particularly clear headed now,
as usual, pain being a great antidote to weariness! I feel
better than earlier in a way, and the small snack has dissipated my
dizziness.
Like yesterday, I return by the gentle climb through the
villas. Another surprise for the day: On the side of the road,
a beautiful Langur is sitting in a tree, while a couple walking
their dog passes by, staring like me at the monkey (luckily,
monkey and dog choose to completely ignore each other). I
continue my way in good control, eventually make it back to
DNeg, where again I am overwhelmed by the empathy of the
office boys, who give me various disinfectants, which
I do apply, before tying cotton around my knee, tied with
my kerchief. This makeshift bandage will actually hold,
somewhat to my surprise. Later, after disinfecting again,
I still set out to Masjid for Dhuhr ki Namaaz, hobbling
through the steep uneven streets of the Royal Palms slums,
but actually feeling energized, and strangely satisfied,
by this whole incident! It provides me a narration for
the day.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Hijr till end,
Surat an-Nahl till v 35; Asr Surat an-Nahl till v 76.
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Friday 01/24/25, 23 Rajab 1446 -- Recovery
Raambagh - Lake Promenade - Central - Forest - Orchard -
Lakehomes - Nahar.
Time: 0:43:32
Mileage: 4.29 Miles - 6.91 Km
Pace: 10'08"/mile - 6'18"/km
Weather: 16C; Humidity 74%
Weight: 69.4 kg - 153 lbs
Phone Time: 1h13m (Thursday 0h37m) [long parents conversation]
29th reading Thursday Asr Surat an-Nahl till end.
Another good night's sleep, for both Gulzar and I. The varying
mysterious fortunes of sleep continue to fascinate me!
An easy recovery run, "testing the waters", "getting back
on the horse", whatever analogy... My left leg is a bit painful, but this
subsides a bit as I warm up, and everything else feels good,
very good breath, but perhaps a subtle dizziness. It is
a very fresh morning. My weight loss is a surprise, completely
unintended, and not necessarily desired (I would prefer to
stabilize around 70kg at this stage).
Yesterday, on the way back from office, two men on
a motorbike hailed me on the road through Aarey Dairy.
Thinking they might want to warn me of a road closure,
I stop, but realize one of the two just would like a ride,
as "Rickshaw zyada nahi ate". I oblige, thinking at first
I'll simply drop him at the main road, but eventually,
take him much further. We stay stuck for some time on
Aarey road, as large vehicles struggle to negotiate
a small one-lane passage, even at this early hour.
This man is a 3rd generation dweller of Royal Palms,
from the slums, and knows of "Prime Focus" and "D-N-E-G".
He goes to the temple on the way to the Aarey/Powai hill
top every Thursday, which is where I drop him. "Kuch hote
to batana", he says while thanking me for the ride.
I typically do not take anyone like this, but this has
actually been very satisfying.
29th reading Asr Surat al-Isra, Surat al-Kahf till v 31.
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Saturday 01/25/25, 24 Rajab 1446 -- Recovery
Nahar - Lakehomes - Orchard - Central - SM Shetty - Chandivali
Time: 0:40:38
Mileage: 4.01 Miles - 6.46 Km
Pace: 10'07"/mile - 6'17"/km
Weather: 19C; Humidity 75%
Weight: 69.4 kg - 153 lbs
Phone Time: 0h55m
Again, most excellent sleep! What a contrast with the terrible
insomnia earlier in the week. I wake up multiple times, but
fall back asleep with hardly an effort, to very effective dreams.
And Gulzar is the same, in fact, she is still sleeping when I
go out for this run. Oh the mysteries of sleep !!
Similar to yesterday, I start with a painful right leg, which
subsides gradually through the run. But today, I also feel weak,
motion and breath are laborious, and only in the last mile or so
do I start to find my rhythm. Under the circumstances, I have
kept this short, to conclude this eventful week.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Kahf till v 74 (Juz 16), till end;
Maghrib Surat Maryam till v 40.
Without Computer (5.32 Miles) -- 02/01/25
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Monday 01/27/25, 26 Rajab 1446 --
Nahar - Lakehomes - Orchard - JVLR - Padmavati Devi -
Right to Hiranandani Hospital - Technology - Central -
SM Shetty - Chandivali
Time: 0:46:54 (??)
Mileage: 4.69 Miles - 7.54 Km
Pace: 10'00"/mile - 6'12"/km (??)
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
Phone Time: 0h58m
29th reading Sunday Dhuhr Surat Maryam till end,
Asr Surat Ta-Ha till v 54.
I feel tentative today, to the point where I wonder
if I should run, but after a few steps, I realize that I
feel great. So I extend this run a bit, feeling very
comfortable all along.
Later in the day, my computer abruptly fails! The data for
this run will be lost in the process (my last backup
was from Saturday, but I feel confident this data is
very close). I will stay without computer for this entire week.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat Ta-Ha till v 115,
Asr Surat Ta-Ha till end (Juz 17).
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Wednesday 01/29/25, 28 Rajab 1446 --
Dneg - Down - Climb up Rd 5 - Picadilly - Back down -
Walking area - Anumati - Imperial Palace Climb - Descent -
Khet - Trail - Hamlets - Climb back up through the villas -
Walking Area - Dneg climb
Time: 0:45:29
Mileage: 4.09 Miles - 6.57 Km
Pace: 11'07"/mile - 6'54"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 61%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 0h51m
29th reading Tuesday Morning Surat al-Anbiya till v 76.
I am fearful for my knee, and once again wonder
whether I should stop running, putting a premature end
to the season. But after another night of good wake-ups
and sleeps (and a disturbing dream), I actually feel good
in the morning, easily complete my preparations and
reach Dneg shortly after 7am as usual. Yesterday evening,
my computer has failed, leaving me with only the phone
or my work laptop. I adjust to this incident with grace
and Sabr.
THe main road is as ever cluttered and extremely
dusty, un-runnable, leaving as only options the hills. Today,
in an inspiration, I try the "road to the right" up the hill,
which although it offers a good view of the sunrise, bears
little interest, essentially a dead-end. I return and climb up
the usual Imperial Palace, through the trail and hamlets,
and back through the gentler climb to the left. Today, no
langur (and no fall !!), but I witness a film
shoot at the Royal Palms Studios (I previously didn't
realize those building were film studios).
My running actually feels nearly optimal today,
excellent breath, pleasant effort, and hardly any knee
pain, even in the dreaded descents. Let's see how this
holds, and whether running was the right decision after
all.
Asr Surat al-Mu'minun till v 78,
Maghrib Surat al-Mu'minun till end.
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Thursday 01/30/25, 29 Rajab 1446 --
Dneg - RP Entrance - Imperial Palace climb - Descent -
Khet - Lakshmi rd - To Picnic Pt & Back - Back via the Villas /
Royal Palms Studios - Orchard Mall - Dneg
Time: 0:53:28
Mileage: 4.92 Miles - 7.91 Km
Pace: 10'52"/mile - 6'45"/km
Weather: 21C; Humidity 53%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 1h08m
I feel more tired than yesterday, especially after late
night meetings, and the chore of going daily to office, yet after some
hesitation, I still go out on this run. I feel quite
good actually, enjoying the fresh early morning, sunrise, and
peace. Still constrained to the hill, I manage the steep climb
tranquilly, and today return to the site of last week's fall.
It is still chaotic and rocky there with the construction ongoing,
but this place somehow invariably produces a soothing peaceful
effect, and the run feels particularly pleasant. I am of course
carefully watching my footing, but still manage to briefly twist
my foot, showing how treacherous these scattered rocks are! I climb back,
still peacefully, by the now familiar Royal Palms Studio way
(that route's name from now on),
which features only one relatively brief steep climb. No monkey
today.
I am reassured that my knee is fine, only superficial pains
from the scarring, nothing seems structural, quite a relief.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat an-Nur till v 35, till end.
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Saturday 02/01/2025, 02 Shaban 1446 --
Raambagh - Lake Promenade - IIT Far Gate - Back to Main Gate -
Gokhale Nagar rd - Hiranandani Hospital - Main - Central - SM Shetty -
Chandivali
Time: 0:55:32
Mileage: 5.32 Miles - 8.56 Km
Pace: 10'26"/mile - 6'29"/km
Weather: 22C; Humidity 77%
Weight: 69.5 kg - 153.2 lbs
Phone Time: 2h20m (Friday 1h42m)
29th Reading Friday After Jummah Surat al-Furqan till v 20 (Juz 19),
till end.
Yesterday, my first gym session in some time, with hardly
any wrist or knee pain. Then, at the Masjid for Namaaz, I master
the foot position comfortably, almost naturally, which fills me
with a sense of relief and gratitude, and it's mastery allows me
to focus on the Namaaz itself. The month of Shaban has started,
only one month till the start of the Ramadhan.
Today however is a lousy run,
feeling tired, and mild knee pain has returned.
It is still quite dark when I start, and I am surprised by the (little)
public lighting turning off suddenly while it is still too dark.
I didn't know what to expect today, but given my
lack of form, I keep the run relatively
short, clearly in need of rest. With one month left before Ramadhan, I am
gradually ramping things down anyway.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat ash-Shu'ara till v 104,
Asr Surat ash-Shu'ara till end.
Royal Palms Villa, Vikhroli (10.31 Miles) -- 02/08/25
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Monday 02/03/2025, 04 Shaban 1446 -- Asalfa
Khairani E. - Bhatwadi - Jogger's Park - LBS - Nari Seva Sadan -
Andheri Ghatkopar - Khairani E.
Time: 0:50:28
Mileage: 5.19 Miles - 8.36 Km
Pace: 9'42"/mile - 6'02"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 57%
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h50m (Sunday 2h09m)
29th reading Sunday Maghrib Surat an-Naml till v 45.
Excellent run! In an odd Monday pattern, I wake up feeling
tentative (I was sick during the night, sore throat and cough),
feeling that I may not run. But exactly like last week, within
a few steps, I realize that actually feel great! So in
a sudden inspiration against the tedium of Powai, I embark on
this run through Bhatwadi and Asalfa, feeling surprisingly
good all along, fluid, and correctly guessing that my pace
is brisker today.
I have bought a new computer (while the old one is still
being repaired), and spend some time reconciling files, chiefly
this training diary (my last backup was from Saturday Jan 25th).
29th reading Dhuhr Surat an-Naml till v 59 (Juz 20),
till end.
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Wednesday 02/05/2025, 06 Shaban 1446 -- Royal Palms Villa
Dneg - Walking area - Anumati - Royal Palms Villa Loop -
Imperial Palace Climb - Sunrise loop (Khet - Trail - Hamlets) -
Imperial Palace Backside Climb - Royal Palms Entrance -
DNeg Climb
Time: 0:48:02
Mileage: 4.35 Miles - 7 Km
Pace: 11'02"/mile - 6'51"/km
Weather: 17C; Humidity 51%
Weight: 69.6 kg - 153.4 lbs
Phone Time: 0h52m (Tuesday 0h38m)
29th reading Tuesday Morning Surat al-Qasas till v 43,
Dhuhr Surat al-Qasas till v 76,
Asr Surat al-Qasas till end.
After a bout of insomnia in the middle of the night, I do
manage to sleep well, wake up just before 5am, feeling rested,
alhamdulillah! I accelerate my preparations a little to still drive
out at 6:30. The drive is actually difficult even this early morning,
and at one point, I have to perform an embarrassing drive
in reverse to clear the way for a bus. Yesterday, the drive back
home took me 1h20, Aarey road being completely stuck due to
a large crane on the road.
But the run is excellent. It is incredibly cool this morning,
and feeling good, I set out for a new exploration, taking the
climb that starts at the Anumati restaurant. Here too, it is very
steep (oh the memories from training for the Terrible 2!), a quiet shaded
road that leads to a large hotel (also abandoned?) and eventually
loops around a luxurious large mansion (villa?), perched on a
hill with a sweeping view. On the way, I cross a large group of
policemen gathering on a Maidam for training. I loop around
the villa into the descent, very satisfied with this new find.
From here, the more classic Imperial Palace Climb,
then down to the beautiful sunrise loop, then feeling brave,
back up again the challenging backside climb, to conclude
this run of many steep climbs. I have done very well today.
I imagine this route will become a classic.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Ankabut till v 45 (Juz 21),
Asr Surat al-Ankabut till end.
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Friday 02/07/2025, 08 Shaban 1446 --
Chandivali - SM Shetty - Cliff - Central - JVLR - Orchard -
Lakehomes - Nahar
Time: 0:42:26
Mileage: 4.33 Miles - 6.97 Km
Pace: 9'47"/mile - 6'05"/km
Weather: 19C; Humidity 75%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 0h59m (Thursday 0h50m)
29th reading Dhuhr Surat ar-Rum,
Asr Surat Luqman.
A moderate run, after a good night's sleep, saving energy
for tomorrow's possible long run. Feeling ok, although stiffer
than I would like. But I surprise myself with a relatively
brisk pace.
29th reading before Jummah Surat As-Sajdah,
Asr Surat al-Ahzab till v 31 (Juz 22), till v 52.
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Saturday 02/08/2025, 09 Shaban 1446 -- Vikhroli
Nahar - Lakehomes - Orchard - JVLR - Cross LBS - Tagore Nagar S -
Ramakant Deshmukh - Cross EEH - East side Rd Number 1 - EEH - JVLR -
Powai Hill to IIT Far Gate - Padmavati Devi - Nana Palshikar -
Hiranandani Hospital - Central - SM Shetty - CHandivali
Time: 1:45:44
Mileage: 10.31 Miles - 16.59 Km
Pace: 10'15"/mile - 6'22"/km
Weather: 24C; Humidity 62%
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
Phone Time: 0h36m
Wake up around 4:30 after multiple wake-ups (as usual), but sleep
continues to be good, with long dreams. But I do feel tired this
morning, and decide to go for a tentative run, ready to
pull back if things don't shape up. To avoid Raambagh which is
still in construction disarray, I head out through Lakehomes where
I give to the Budi, continue down the JVLR to Tagore Nagar. I do
still feel tired and a little sore, but am very careful to find
an effort that I can manage, focused on relaxing any areas of
tension, which works well. I am able to sustain a moderate pace,
while rehearsing further into Surat al-An'aam. This area has
been considerably developed, with now tall high-rises along the
Highway. Strangely, there has been (or will be) an organized
run here ("Vikhroli Small Run") whose banners I follow for
some time.
At the EEH, I decide
to return via the other side, where I am treated to the majestic
red disk of the sun rising behind large spread out trees. I stop
both times crossing the EEH for food and water, and manage the IIT
climb well at a careful pace, brave enough to continue climbing
up to Hiranandani through the Chawl, and from there I manage my
pace back home. Although not the greatest day, I've managed to make
the most out of it. Three weeks left till Ramadhan, I may or may
not attempt another long run like this before the Holy Month,
insha Allah.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Ahzab till end,
Surat Saba till v 21; Asr Surat Saba till end.
Mahakali Caves (9.8 Miles) -- 02/15/25
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Monday 02/10/2025, 11 Shaban 1446 --
Raambagh - Lake Promenade - to IIT Far Gate & Back
Time: 0:50:23
Mileage: 4.98 Miles - 8 Km
Pace: 10'07"/mile - 6'17"/km
Weather: 2C; Humidity 58%
Weight: 70.3 kg - 155 lbs
Phone Time: 0h55m (Sunday 1h07m)
29th reading Sunday Dhuhr Surat Fatir;
Asr Surat Yaseen till v 22 (Juz 23), till end.
In spite of struggling to sleep from 3:20 onwards, I embark
on this run and feel miraculously good (Miraculous Mondays?).
Easy breath, a fluid stride, devoid of any soreness, comfort.
I have gotten out earlier than usual (6:25)
in full darkness, find that the work on Raambagh has progressed some
although the upper portion is still under construction. Feeling very
good, I extend this to the Far Gate in spite of not having much time.
We then leave rapidly for Sofia's French Visa, where I pick an unusual rage
against the security guards who refuse to let Gulzar and I inside with
her! Rage does work, they yield to my yelling, and sure enough our
presence was mandatorily required inside.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat as-Saffat till v 138,
Maghrib Surat as-Saffat till end.
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Wednesday 02/12/2025, 13 Shaban 1446 -- Imperial Palace
DNeg - Walking Area - Anumati - Imperial Palace Climb -
Descent - Khet - Trail - Lakshmi rd, to Picnic Point & Back -
Royal Palms Studio Climb Back - Orchard Mall - Dneg.
Time: 0:56:09
Mileage: 5.19 Miles - 8.35 Km
Pace: 10'49"/mile - 6'43"/km
Weather: 20C; Humidity 59%
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h33m (Tuesday 0h53m)
29th reading Tuesday Dhuhr Surat Saad,
Asr Surat Az-Zumar till v 32 (Juz 24).
Alas, another night of insomnia! Like yesterday, I wake up
around 12, completely unable to get back to sleep (advantage of
which I have resumed reading La Nouvelle Héloïse,
nearing the end). Gulzar helps me relax, eventually, I do fall asleep,
to get up around 4:30, feeling relatively fine. I leave the house
around 6:30 as usual, still dark but with first light along the road.
Today's run turns out particularly excellent. It has become
fresh again, a glorious full moon glowing in the clear sky. The
rising sunlight is particularly beautiful today, painting the landscape,
glowing red flowers with vivid saturation. In spite of the lack of
sleep, I feel good, and as often beautiful Lakshmi road brings
me an extraordinary sense of comfort and peace. About half
of it has been paved now (why?? it doesn't really lead anywhere...),
while the rest is still rocky (but this time I don't fall). I climb back
up the now familiar villas and Studio, managing the effort very
well, satisfied. The last traces of my "wounds" from the fall
have cleared today, I show them proudly to the security guy
who has been so solicitous that day.
The sight of the full moon has reminded me that about
two weeks are left till Ramadhan, an event I approach with
both exultation and fear. Today, Gulzar will go to Haji Ali ...
29th reading Dhuhr Surat az-Zumar till end,
Asr Surat al-Mu'min.
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Thursday 02/13/2025, 14 Shaban 1446 -- Imperial Palace
Dneg - Royal Palms Entrance - Imperial Palace Climb - Descent -
Trail - Lakshmi road, to Picnic Point & Back - Backside Imperial Palace
Climb - Back same way
Time: 0:57:32
Mileage: 5.28 Miles - 8.5 Km
Pace: 10'54"/mile - 6'46"/km
Weather: 21C; Humidity 53%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 0h31m
At last, a good night's sleep!! I woke up in the night,
but comfortably slept back,
and got up at 4:30 feeling good. Out at the usual 6:30.
The full moon in
full display shows me the way in the waning darkness.
I had projected to explore the way down
from Royal Palms Villa, but
I postpone this in favor of a repeat climb up
both sides of the Imperial Palace,
feeling in such good shape today to tackle
the challenge. It is again
wonderfully fresh this morning,
clear and crisp, beautiful sunlight illuminating
the landscape, and like yesterday,
Lakshmi road provides a sense of comfort. As I hoped
for, I manage the
strenuous climb back up to the Imperial Palace well.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat Ha-Mim Sajdah till v 45;
Asr Surat Ha-Mim Sajdah till v 46 (Juz 25), till end,
Surat ash-Shura till v 29; Ishaa Surat ash-Shura till end.
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Saturday 02/15/2025, 16 Shaban 1446 -- Mahakali Caves
Nahar - Chandivali - Saki Vihar - Marwah - Military - Marol
Maroshi - Vijay Nagar Bridge - Seepz - Subhash Nagar - Mahakali
Caves, to the top - Descent - JVLR W. - Vallabhai Patel - Back
to Mahakali Rd - Subhash Nagar - MIDC - Cross Rd B - 5th Rd -
RK Mandir - Kondivita - Andheri Ghatkopar - Saki Naka - Khairani Rd -
Nahar.
Time: 1:41:50
Mileage: 9.8 Miles - 15.77 Km
Pace: 10'23"/mile - 6'27"/km
Weather: 21C; Humidity 46%
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
Phone Time: 0h35m (Friday 0h23m)
29th reading before Jummah Surat az-Zukhruf till v 56;
Asr Surat az-Zukhruf till end, Surat ad-Dukhan,
Surat al-Jathiyah till v 21;
Surat al-Jathiyah till end (Juz 26).
On Thursday evening, one of those dreaded "shutdowns".
During a meeting,
I suddenly succumb to such an irresistible attack of exhaustion that I start
falling asleep right there, and cancel any further meetings for the day,
sleep profoundly till about 9pm. Luckily, I then find the
strength to pray Surat ar-Rahman over Mahgrib and Ishaa,
and even complete Tilaavat of Surat ash-Shura. Coincidentally,
hearing the many voices of the Masjids in the night,
I realize that tonight is Shaab-e-Barat.
On Friday morning I wake up around 3:45, unable unfortunately to
sleep again, still tired. But I find strength
in reciting Surat Yaseen, and decide to implement my idea
for the morning: Pretending to go run, I actually walk to
near DMart where I buy a bouquet of roses for Valentines, pondering about
the strength and all-importance of our love, in spite of the
passing years. Her reaction when I return is marvelous, she is
so genuinely surprised, runs to hug me and proc her love,
tears come to my eyes. I have done right.
Today Saturday I get up a bit too early at 4:20, but feel roughly ok.
I plan for this to be my last big run before Ramadhan. After much
hesitation, I decide for Mahakali Caves, hoping to explore a new
road back, last exploration before closing the season.
I set out through Marwah, essentially on my commute route
to work, and like Thursday, the glowing moon beautifully shows me the way
in the dark sky. As usual, I manage my pace wisely, careful to
not tire prematurely. I reach Mahakali caves road without a
problem, clear the climb, which actually now feels small in comparison
to the crazy grades of Royal Palms! It's another beautiful morning,
somewhat hazy, but bathed in warm sunrise light.
From here is the innovation: I descend on the other side, make
a left onto the JVLR, and again left on Vallabhai Patel road, an
area I had meant to explore for some time. I am well served. It's
a beautiful quiet road, bordering parks and properties, with a
moderate climb, which eventually joins back Mahakali Cave road.
I am very satisfied with this discovery, in fact, since clearing
the summit at Mahakali Caves, my running has gone on
perpetuum mobile, easy and pleasant.
On the way back, I decide to return via MIDC, passing by
88 Pictures, and small roads to the Metro Line, Saki Naka,
and Khairani road back home. I fatigue briefly towards the end,
but still reach home in good control, satisfied with this run.
I have finished rehearsing Ruku 17th of Surat al-An'aam, and am
well set to complete my 29th reading before the start of
Ramadhan, insha allah. I plan to taper down running till the start
of the Holy Month.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Ahqaf,
Asr Surat Muhammad, Maghrib Surat al-Fath.
29th Reading, 3 Hills to Sunrise (11.08 Miles) -- 02/22/25
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Monday 02/17/2025, 18 Shaban 1446 --
Nahar - Lakehomes - Orchard - Main - Hiranandani Hospital -
Nana Palshikar - Padmavati Devi - Back up to Hospital - Tech St -
Central - SM Shetty - Chandivali
Time: 0:53:59
Mileage: 5.45 Miles - 8.77 Km
Pace: 9'54"/mile - 6'09"/km
Weather: 21C; Humidity 51%
Weight: 70.5 kg - 155.4 lbs
Phone Time: 0h58m (Sunday 0h43m)
29th reading Sunday Dhuhr Surat al-Hujurat, Surat Qaf;
Asr Surat adh-Dhariyat till v 30 (Juz 27), till end.
Another excellent Monday!
After an excellent night sleep (several wake-up's, but
easily slept back), I get up around 4:50 feeling good. It's
another fresh morning, and I decide for a long'ish familiar
route through Hiranandani and the Powai Hill. Running feels
very good today, to the point where I might renounce my taper
plans (a single week before Ramadhan could be sufficient).
29th reading Dhuhr Surat at-Tur, Surat an-Najm,
Surat al-Qamar; Asr Surat ar-Rahman, Surat al-Waqi'ah;
Maghrib Surat al-Hadid (Juz 28).
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Wednesday 02/19/2025, 20 Shaban 1446 -- Three Hills
Dneg - Road 5 / Lane 1 - "Sunrise Balcony Climb" - Descent -
Walking Area - Anumati - "Royal Palms Villa Climb" - Descent -
"Imperial Palace Climb" - Descent - to 1st Hamlet - Back up
via Royal Palms Studio - Dneg Climb.
Time: 0:43:37
Mileage: 4.02 Miles - 6.48 Km
Pace: 10'50"/mile - 6'44"/km
Weather: 23C; Humidity 52%
Weight: 70kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h38m (Tuesday 0h19m)
29th reading Tuesday Morning Surat al-Mujadilah, Surat al-Hashr;
Dhuhr Surat al-Mumtahanah, Surat as-Saff, Surat al-Jumu'ah;
Asr Surat al-Munafiqun, Surat at-Taghabun, Surat at-Talaq,
Surat at-Tahrim (Juz 29).
A better night's sleep, what a relief!
Feeling quite good, but not wanting to overdo it, I am taken
by a sudden inspiration: "The Three Hills".
I start by climbing the first
hill to the right, taking this time a small lane which dead-ends on a sort
of balcony overlooking Aarey, straight into the sunrise, spectacular
view, what a wonderful surprise! I turn back to now ascend the "Royal
Palms Villa" loop, similarly opening great views towards the rising sun.
And finally, the classic climb to the Imperial Palace, starting to really
feel it in my legs, but still in good shape.
I turn back at the hamlets resisting the temptation to lengthen
this, and return via the villas (yet another shorter but still steep climb),
feeling good about the beautiful day. It feels a little warmer today,
the fresh sting is gone, but still pleasant. I have seen a few monkeys
roaming around the villas (but not langurs). At work, I realize I have
forgotten to bring Dahi, which I replace with hot milk from the coffee
machine to dip my biscuits.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Mulk, Surat al-Qalam;
Asr Surat al-Haqqah, Surat al-Ma'arij, Surat Nuh.
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Thursday 02/20/2025, 21 Shaban 1446 --
Dneg - Walking area - Royal Palms Studio - Villas - Khet -
Lakshmi rd, to Picnic Pnt & Back - Trail, to Sunrise Point - Back
via the Hamlets - Climb Villas - Royal Palms Studio - Orchard Mall -
Dneg.
Time: 0:52:56
Mileage: 5.08 Miles - 8.17 Km
Pace: 10'25"/mile - 6'28"/km
Weather: 22C; Humidity 54%
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Phone Time: 0h41m
I unfortunately wake up at 3am, but heroically repel thoughts
to push myself to visions, a valiant effort that I am particularly proud of.
Although I fail to actually sleep, I do succeed in reaching the
visions, enough so that I feel rested when I get up around 4:30.
The weather is a little fresher again, another beautiful clear
winter day, a near perfect half moon, and warm sun light. After yesterday's
ultimate steep hill challenge, I decide for something mellower, descending
through the villas for the first time, avoiding long climbs. Like yesterday,
I see many monkeys at the villas, what a nuisance they must be.
Lakshmi road is mostly paved by now, much easier to run, and
as I come back, I prolong the run, completing the trail to "sunset point".
I feel overall good, without particularly pushing the effort, still feeling
it in my legs in the steep but short climb back up to the Royal Palms
Studio.
29th reading Dhuhr Surat al-Jinn, Surat al-Muzzammil,
Surat al-Muddaththir;
Asr Surat al-Qiyamah, Surat ad-Dahr, Surat al-Mursalat (Juz 30).
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Saturday 02/22/2025, 23 Shaban 1446 -- Nude Procession
Rambagh - Lakeside Promenade - IIT - JVLR - Eastern Express Highway
(N) - Talaab Overpass - Back EEH (NB side) - IIT Hill - Lake Promenade -
Rambagh - Nahar.
Time: 1:56:54
Mileage: 11.08 Miles - 17.84 Km
Pace: 10'32"/mile - 6'33"/km
Weather: 26C; Humidity 37%
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
Phone Time: 0h46m (Friday 0h55m)
29th reading Friday before Jummah Surat an-Naba, Surat an-Nazi'at,
Surat Abasa; After Jummah Surat at-Takwir, Surat al-Infitar,
Surat al-Mutaffifin, Surat al-Inshiqaq, Surat al-Buruj,
Surat at-Tariq, Surat al-A'la; Asr Surat al-Ghashiyah,
Surat al-Fajr, Surat al-Balad, Surat ash-Shams, Surat al-Lail,
Surat adh-Dhuha, Surat al-Inshirah, Surat at-Tin, Surat al-Alaq,
Surat al-Qadr, Surat al-Bayyinah, Surat az-Zalzalah,
Surat al-'Adiyat, Surat al-Qari'ah, Surat at-Takathur,
Surat al-'Asr, Surat al-Humazah, Surat al-Fil, Surat Quraish,
Surat al-Ma'un, Surat al-Kauthar, Surat al-Kafirun,
Surat an-Nasr, Surat al-Lahab, Surat al-Ikhlaas, Surat al-Falaq,
Surat an-Naas.
Surat al-Fatihah, Surat Al-Baqarah till v 5.
I wake up at 5am, for once with the alarm. Feeling quite
good, changing my plans, I have decided for one more long
run to close the season before Ramadhan, and elect for
the classic run along the Eastern Express Highway, to witness
sunrise over the mangroves (an area that I've hardly visited
this season, if at all). I am now revising the 18th Ruku of
Surat al-An'aam, praying it in Namaaz, and will be rehearsing
it on-and-off throughout today's run.
At the Tagore Nagar intersection, I am briefly interrupted
by a procession: Many men in white, but also quite a few walking
completely in the nude! Not sure what this is...
I continue the run to the highway, indeed finding the peace
of the mangroves in spite of the vehicle noise, and crossing a
few athletic young runners along the way. My own running is well
managed, at the usual cautious pace.
I cross the overpass to return on the other side, and manage
the climb up IIT Hill on nothing but water (no food today), return
home in relative comfort. This time, this is truly the last big
run of the season, I am planning on a very light week before
Ramadhan.
Yesterday, I have completed my 29th Reading of the Qur'an,
just as planned, with a little time before starting on the 30th
for Ramadhan, insha allah. I have let my beard grow again, and
intend to keep it.
Before Ramadhan (5.53 Miles) -- 02/28/25
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Monday 02/24/2025, 25 Shaban 1446 --
Nahar - Raheja Vihar (long) - Saki Vihar - Lake Promenade -
Lakehomes Overpass - Kaccha Rasta - Lakehomes - Chandivali
Time: 0:51:01
Mileage: 5 Miles - 8.05 Km
Pace: 10'12"/mile - 6'20"/km
Weather: 19C; Humidity 53%
Weight: 70.8 kg - 156 lbs
Phone Time: 0h36m (Sunday 0h29m)
Yesterday, Gulzar guides me to Haji Ali, riding local trains
and buses that she has explored earlier (changing at Dadar,
and taking a bus from Malakshmi station). She insists that
I submit to the ritual, buys a Chadaar for me, to which I
ply with docility. We then sit on the rocks by the sea,
watching small crabs, and children playing in the waves.
Then, we take place in the "resting area" that she has
discovered, where a bustling crowd has settled on the floor
in groups (the upstairs area is closed). Unfortunately tired
since the morning, I do manage to sleep among this formidable
noise, and the constant movement of the crowd that sweeps by
my face, reminding me in a lesser way of the night among
the demented at Erwadi. I wake up back to the incredible
noise, wondering how I've been able to tune it out during
my sleep, still feeling in somewhat of a daze.
She wants to stay till Dhuhr ki Namaaz. I leave her
around 1pm, after Wudhu take place in the large Masjid.
A beautiful Adhaan is given, we are made to move forward
and tighten the rows before Namaaz starts. Although prayed
silently, I feel suddenly overwhelmed by emotion of the
Namaaz, in this landmark place on the Arabian sea which
has meant so much for her, reliving our settlement in Mumbai
as an act of destiny.
We rejoin in the tumult after Namaaz, funnily, a
few women have layed on our sheet, Gulzar decides to leave
it to them, and we depart, taking another bus to the Mohammed
Ali Bazaars, where we walk for a long time in spite of the
heat (my mind has finally cleared). The area seems in transition,
oversized lavish constructions are spawning threatening the
numerous small shops. At Haji Ali, Gulzar has bought a new
Janimaaz for me, which I use with great satisfaction.
Today, in spite of this being an easy taper week and the
long walk yesterday, I still feel the call to get out, and embark
on this low-key run through Raheja Vihar. It's another typically
good Monday kind of run, as I find an increasingly pleasant
rhythm and pace as time goes. Temperatures are subtly warmer,
gradually ascending towards summer, the cold tinge of the morning
air is gone.
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Thursday 02/27/2025, 28 Shaban 1446 -- Guruji ka Ashram
Dneg - Royal Palms Entrance - Imperial Palace Hill -
Descent - Guruji ka Ashram - Khet - Lakshmi Rd, to Picnic Point
& back - Trail to Sunrise - back through the Hamlets - Through
the Villas - Royal Palms Studio Climb - Orchid Mall - Dneg.
Time: 1:01:24
Mileage: 5.53 Miles - 8.9 Km
Pace: 11'06"/mile - 6'54"/km
Weather: 25C; Humidity 48%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 0h49m (Tuesday 1h43m, Wednesday 0h23m)
Yesterday, in spite of leaving work early at 12pm, I get
caught in an absurd commute. Two hours to reach home, 1h15
of that stuck on Royal Palms road!
This morning, unfortunately, I am up at 3:20, and can't
really sleep back. The news of the Technicolor abrupt closure
creates a crisis in our industry. I wonder how the aftershocks
will impact my upcoming Ramadhan.
I still decide to perform my last Royal Palms run for
this season. The temperature has warmed up, but still I find
some pleasant freshness through Aarey. I enjoy immensily
the solitude of these roads, the marvelous morning sun,
the steep hills away from the bustling city. Today I explore
the way to Guruji ka Ashram, a local temple which I believe
is largely responsible for yesterday's absurd trafic gridlock.
But this doesn't reveal much, I soon run into a empty stand
left from Shivaratri and turn back.
As often, I am charmed by the beautiful trails, a sense
of peace and wonder. Lakshmi road has now been entirely
flattened, and the upper portion properly paved with tar,
again, for what? It doesn't lead anywhere...
This may be my last run before Ramadhan, and surely
the last in Royal Palms for this season. I have deliberately
left unexplored a few small areas, as if to preserve some
mystery for the next season. Renewed thoughts about my
retirement, and thoughts about my adamant, uncompromising
pursuits.
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Friday 02/28/2025, 29 Shaban 1446 -- Last Run
Raambagh - Lake Promenade - Powai Plaza - Padmavati Devi -
Hiranandani Hospital - Tech - Central to Powai Plaza - Orchard -
Lakehomes - Chandivali
Time: 0:52:18
Mileage: 5.14 Miles - 8.27 Km
Pace: 10'10"/mile - 6'19"/km
Weather: 24C; Humidity 60%
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Phone Time: 0h43m
This Friday morning, in spite of having run yesterday, I go
out for my last run before Ramadhan. It's actually fairly
mediocre, the temperature continues to rise, and I feel
sore from yesterday, and slightly dizzy. Still, I lengthen
this somewhat, make the most of it, feeling the conclusion
of this season.
Later, while walking to Jummah ki Namaaz on Khairani
road, I again get "pushed" by a scooter (this also happened
last week). In the Masjid, I get a small lesson from Jamal
Malik, who corrects minor imperfections in my praying technique
by silently demonstrating proper positions of hands and nose.
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This wraps the 2024-25 running season.
Clearly a year of change: After an unprecedently challenging
start, impaired by constant drawbacks and unable to build upon
my training (to the point where I considered quitting), I eventually
made salutory changes:
First, I reduced my running schedule from 5 to 4 days per week.
Then, I decided to let my weight go, no longer adamantly committing
to my old 68 kg performance weight (I ended stabilizing over 70 kg).
Also, I completely removed any speed training or intense sessions,
as well as reduced my long runs (never reaching the Half Marathon
distance). And finally, I started taking running less seriously,
enjoying it when I could but not commiting to any goal.
This has resulted in far less mileage for this season, as
well as another drop in training pace (stabilizing a little
over 10'00" / mile). But this diminution of training has actually
completely relaunched my running, just as I was considering
abandoning for good, and made for a very satisfactory
end of the season. Also to note is that I did accomplish my
unique goal for the year: reaching the Dargah in Bhandup through
the extraordinary pipeline road.
Here are the stats. RAMADHAN SEASONS:
07/2017 - 06/2018 ==== 1045 Miles - 1683 Km
07/2018 - 05/2019 ==== 1640 Miles - 2641 Km
06/2019 - 04/2020 ==== 1318 Miles - 2122 Km
05/2020 - 04/2021 ==== 1108 Miles - 1784 Km
05/2021 - 03/2022 ==== 1258 Miles - 2026 Km
04/2022 - 03/2023 ==== 1310 Miles - 2108 Km
04/2023 - 03/2024 ==== 1122 Miles - 1806 Km
04/2024 - 02/2025 ==== 0984 Miles - 1584 Km
Now, I am focused on the month of Ramadhan (which starts
Saturday night), which I approach with both determination and
a sense of dread.
RAMADHAN
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Saturday 03/01/2025, 30 Shaban 1446 -- TARAWEE
Weight: 70.4 kg - 155.2 lbs
Up very late at 6am. Getting ready for start of Ramzaan tonight.
This gives me anguish throughout the day, similar to the anguish
felt before a long trip.
In the evening, from our balcony the thin smiling
moon crescent is clearly visible. The Ramdhan has started!
I leave around 8:05pm, walking along Khairani rd to the sound
of several Adhaan, wondering if I've set out too early.
Actually not the case, as already many have assembled
(I will leave at 8 from
now on). Our Imaam after offering Ishaa
gives Tarawee to two young men,
no sign of the "fast reciter" from previous years. I achieve
good devotion at times, wanting this Ramadhan to be a relaunch
for what I see as a slowly eroding Ibadaat (not in acts, but in
intentions). The key is to achieve focus on Allah exclusively
and hold on to it, not on others or surroundings.
Amazing how easily the practice drifts though, and how much
vigilance and commitment it will require.
The two youths recite
fast but much clearer than the "fast reciter" from previous years,
allowing me to
identify several passages of Surat al-Baqarah.
Once over, Jamal Malik, who's been sitting in the front row just
ahead of me, gestures me to come. I wonder what he wants. We
walk outside to his motorbike. He instructs me sternly to stay here
every night, and he will do the same, wait for each other,
so he can drive me back home after Tarawee, so I shouldn't
tire on the walk back.
He drives me through Mhada where traffic is less, even
telling me that if I would ever need to take something on
Khairani road I should simply tell him. Gulzar is delighted with
this kind attention, that I have found at the Masjid such a true friend!
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Sunday 03/02/2025, 01 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 1, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.8 kg - 156 lbs
The first Roza. With alternation of doubts and success,
feeling strangely still tense and anguished. But I do well
with Tilaavat and Namaaz, fighting back the stupor of staying
at home while fasting to muster a certain energy, which this
year occurs naturally. Clearly also, heat doesn't help, and
I frequently turn on the AC for any reading or Namaaz, which
makes a surprisingly decisive difference.
In the evening, I return to Tarawee, and again, Jamal
Malik drops me home on his motorbike.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Fatihah, Surat Al-Baqarah till v 59;
Dhuhr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 141 (Juz 2), till v 163;
Surat Al-Baqarah till v 188; Asr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 228;
Before Iftaar Surat Al-Baqarah till v 242.
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Monday 03/03/2025, 02 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 2, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.8 kg - 156 lbs
After dinner, I sleep at 11pm, but wake up around 2:30am to
a quasi panic attack, panicking that I will be unable to sleep
back! This year, the beginning of the month is marked by
frequent doubts and excessive worries about
whether I'll make it through the Ramadhan, yet I achieve
good concentration during Tilaavat or Namaaz. An uncontrollable
sense of doom has gripped my stomach, and won't let go.
BUT beyong that, it is a good day.
This is my First Roza while working, but from home only,
and I take several short naps. Good devotion in Tilaavat and Namaaz,
I proceed ahead in my reading past what was read in Tarawee
(till the 12th rakat it turns out).
In the evening, during Tarawee, alas,
the first young Imaam was probably instructed to recite faster,
which I regret, so we do finish earlier.
Again, Jamal Malik drives me home, this time driven
by his son, I am not that comfortable sitting on the bike,
and miss my walking ritual from previous years, yet submit
myself to this.
30th reading Fajr Surat Al-Baqarah v 252 (Juz 3),
till end, Surat Ali-Imraan till v 20;
Dhuhr Surat Ali-Imraan till v 91 (Juz 4), till v 121;
Asr Surat Ali-Imraan till end.
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Tuesday 03/04/2025, 03 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 3, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
Today the First Roza while going to office. For the first
time since Covid.
I have slept well. I decide to leave after Fajr ki Namaaz
(at my usual 6:30 actually),
and read a good portion of the Juz in office.
This works well, but unfortunately,
I am then completely unable to find sleep (despite several attempts)
and feel increasingly exhausted (exactly what I had feared).
I read the Qur'an from the book I had bought at the Masjid, but
now decide to follow in English on the phone, for the word-by-word
translation, which I prefer to an English book. This does work well,
and in spite of the exhaustion (or perhaps thanks to it), I am able
to nearly over-concentrate.
I had been worrying how this would work since well before
Ramzaan, this first day
reassures me to a good extent, I am still able to get through
the Tilaavat.
To Masjid Gauswalra in Royal Palms for Dhuhr ki Namaaz --
This starts well. In spite of my exhausted state, I am
very satisfied with the Namaaz,
again over-concentrating as an antidote to weariness.
After the Namaaz, the Imaam launches into a short Bayaan.
I leave, discovering that
people have arrived to pray outside the Masjid, on a few Hasir
that must have been laid out
after I entered. Without thinking, I make a mistake!!
I put on my shoes which were by the entrance, and
careful to find a path in the middle of the devotees, I walk on the
hasir with my shoes on!!
Some man points at my feet. Suddenly realizing this
unbelievable mistake, I am crestfallen! I remove the shoes
while articulating Maaf Karna. This small incident will haunt
me, tainting the otherwise positive impression of this Namaaz. What a
shame! I wince at the thought, and fear returning here tomorrow.
That said, I do my best to mentally brush this incident aside.
Once back home, I finally get 15 minutes of sleep, which
helps without restoring me fully. I try to regain my composure,
and hold on to the very positive impression of these first few
days of Ramadhan.
But after Iftaar, and a quick sleep, I set out for
Tarawee, and I feel great! The terrible weariness has
dissipated, I follow the Namaaz with devotion. And tonight,
I hop happily on Jamal Malik's bike, finally embracing this
new tradition, under the smile of the Imaam who notices us passing.
A man is asking for alms, "dono per apyaich hai", Jamal Malik
gives me a rs 20 notes and instructs me to give it. Today, I sit
happily on his bike, a cool wind brushing my face.
30th reading Fajr Surat An-Nisaah till v 24 (Juz 5),
till v 34; Dhuhr Surat An-Nisaah till v 97;
Asr Surat An-Nisaah till v 147 (Juz 6).
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Wednesday 03/05/2025, 04 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 4, TARAWEE
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
I again struggle in the night, but manage to push
myself to semi-sleep. I fear today's day in office,
but in sharp contrast with yesterday, it ends up being
most excellent! As if continuing on the
success of last night's Tarawee.
This morning I am able to sleep briefly in office after an
excellent Tilaavat Qur'an. I continue similarly, between the
new book, and my phone, whose word-by-word translation I really
value. And again read at lunch time
before Masjid, which will be the norm throughout the month.
Like yesterday, there is extra affluence for Ramadhan, and
the Imaam gives bayaan every day, I nearly get stuck inside,
unable at first to find a path out (but
eventually follow some youngsters).
Of course I well avoid any shoe incident today,
I cross the hasir outside
weaving between the faithful, and have kept my shoes near the
Wudhu place. Besides, feeling good, exhaustion dissipated,
my confidence has returned, I nearly forget the incident,
it does not haunt me as I had feared.
Walking back up through the slums, I have twice seen
a young white woman crossing there, in a sort of
gym or dance outfit, as if going to class or dance, hair
neatly tied in tight braids, completely out of place here.
Who is she? Where from? What can she be doing here? I can't
help being piqued by her mystery, but do not see her again.
My excellent form today applies also to work, I am sharp,
an early onset of "the clear mind". This is great, but threatens
to distract my focus on the Ramadhan. I find that my devotion
was actually best when I felt exhausted and depressed, harder
to muster when I feel this good.
Almost as an exact reverse of yesterday, the day is remarkable,
but I lose a little steam in Tarawee, although still make the
most of it. Sadly, my devotion is best when I don't feel well,
but I lose some focus and urgency when feeling better. My feet technique
that I have developed in the last few months does work well.
I now sit easily propping my right foot up, even among the
tight rows, without thinking much about it or get distracted
by the exercise, and so far have not suffered foot cramps
once, alhamdullilah. Similarly, the observation of the ritual
(such as counting the rakats) happens very naturally now, without
much attention or distraction. As usual, Jamal Malik drives
me home.
30th reading Fajr Surat An-Nisaah till end,
Surat al-Maidah till v 20;
Dhuhr Surat al-Maidah till v 83 (Juz 7), till v 87.
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Thursday 03/06/2025, 05 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 5, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
Last day in office today for this week. Again, a fairly
good day, not as remarkable as yesterday, but still good.
I sleep only barely in office, touching the visions,
and don't feel as clear as yesterday. In the Masjid at
Dhuhr, I strategize to stay in the back (the small Masjid
is divided with a central glass partition) to be able to
exit more easily at the start of Bayaan. This plan
unfortunately distracts me somewhat from Namaaz, I
get irritated by the fact that I seem more concerned
about how to escape this place rather than focusing
on the Namaaz! Still overall good.
I am a bit tired but Iftaar (largely provided by
Jamal Malik) restores my strength. I am worried about
my parents, which fuels my thoughts during Namaaz,
making for an excellent Tarawee, at least the first
half, which also happens to be the conclusion of
Surat al-An'aam (even though I have been learning
it lately, I still struggle to follow parts of it
under the rapid diction of the young Imaam!). This
leads to a particularly fruitful meditation during
Namaaz, although I eventually lose some focus in
the second half, once the 2nd Imaam has taken over
with Surat al-A'raaf (which I know less). Still,
I am fulfilled with my effort today.
I laud the young Hazrat's recitations to Jamal
Malik, he compares, Hindus could not do this with the Gita!
30th reading Fajr Surat al-An'aam till v 91;
Dhuhr Surat al-An'aam till v 111 (Juz 8), till end.
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Friday 03/07/2025, 06 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 6, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
A fairly good day. Time opens up in the afternoon,
I am able to advance in Tilaavat Qur'an as I wish, as
usual reaching till the 12th rakat of tonight's Tarawee.
Jummah ki Namaaz: I get caught by emotion as we
rise and the Namaaz starts, contain back tears. A most
heartfelt Namaaz. Jamal Malik has asked me to wait for
him as he has documents for me, I refuse at first because
of a 2:30 meeting, but yield to his insistence. I don't
understand at all what this is. He drives me to his goat
shop, hands me over an envelope with bank documents, I
still don't get it. He drives me back home, we actually managed
exactly on time for my meeting!
Once home, I finally understand, but of course!
these are some Gulzar bank documents that were in the Samaan
that she had given them. I laud again Jamal Malik's
unwavering generosity.
Evening Tarawee. Ok, but I struggle to follow a little
more than usual, accepting the inevitable ebb and flow of
devotion during the month. While I wait again for Jamal
Malik, a youth approaches me, inviting me to his bike:
"come, I'll take you." It turns
out he has recognized me from Frangipani where he also lives.
I decline this generous offer, explaining I'm waiting for
someone else.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-A'raf till v 88 (Juz 9),
till v 100; Before Jummah Surat al-A'raf till v 142;
Asr Surat al-A'raf till end.
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Saturday 03/08/2025, 07 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 7, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
A day at home. What should be a relief from the exhaustion of
working proves actually somewhat challenging, like in previous
years. Staying home where rest can be unlimited is actually
not productive, another example of the theory that "one should strive
for things but never accomplish them". Anyway, still a good
day. In the late afternoon, we meet Shahid & Shabaz at Noor
Tailor to make them new clothes for Ramzaan (and wait a while
as the tailor is extra busy this month). On the way back, hearing
the Adhaan from Rahat Hotel Masjid, I go for 'Asr ki Namaaz. Even then,
it is packed for Ramadhan, we pray squeezed in the saffat like
in a local train (luckily my foot technique, by now well flushed
out, holds up). Iftaari with Shahid, Shabaaz and Sofia, in an
excellent mood, Gulzar is happy.
I go to Tarawee, where I am able to focus well. Today,
Jamal Malik does not have his bike, we walk together, he
indicates a better tailor in the galli itself. He is carrying
a somewhat heavy bag of fruits which I offer to carry on the
way. So we walk back along Khairani road, busy as ever, he
clasps my arm somewhat awkwardly, holding my full arm with
both hands, amused that "Jamal Malik gaure admi ke sath
ghum raha hai", to which I respond that after 7 or 8 years
of wandering here, people surely recognize me. I leave him
at the Lucky Hotel near the shop, both in excellent mood.
I surely prefer this walking along Khairani then the ride
back home, as generous as that is. But noone can understand
my preference for walking.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Anfal till v 41 (Juz 10),
till end; Dhuhr Surat at-Taubah till v 60;
Before Iftaar Surat at-Taubah till v 94 (Juz 11), till v 100.
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Sunday 03/09/2025, 08 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 8, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
A good day. Moderate. Good tilavaat, good Namaaz.
In Namaaz, I have left Surat al-An'aam for Surat Ali-Imraan, particularly
those passages I had learned recently, which feel very appropriate
ahead of my trip to France following Ramadhan. In
the evening we go to drop clothes of ironing in Mhada. But the ironvalle
are sleeping in their shop, directly open to the street, tell
us to please not come at this hour. Usually we drop the clothes
without waking them up.
Tarawee. Like nearly every night, as I walk towards Khairani
road, on a dark stretch a young man paces while rehearsing
the Qur'an, no doubt preparing for Tarawee. I am able to
focus relatively well, but am frustrated that I still do
not recognize most verses from Surat Hud. I had thought
I had read quite ahead, holding back, but as we reach
the end of Yunus after only 8 Rakats, fear that I have
actually drifted behind, which troubles me slightly
(actually not true as seen the next day). As usual,
I return with Jamal Malik. As I wait, one of the two
youths comes out, a feeling of a performer coming
out after the show, should I ask him for an autograph?
30th reading Fajr Surat at-Taubah till end,
Surat Yunus till v 31; Dhuhr Surat Yunus till end;
Before Iftaar Surat Hud till v 5 (Juz 12), till v 50.
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Monday 03/10/2025, 09 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 9, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
I quickly reach Surat Yusuf, dispelling my fears that I have
fallen behind. Today starts the second week of work.
Most evenings when I walk to Masjid, in a dark area before
Khairani road, a youth in Kurta is pacing around while
rehearsing, no doubt another of these wonder Tarawee reciters.
At the Masjid, like in previous years, a tall man on the first
row gives the
lines whenever the reciters falter.
What deep knowledge and effort of concentration this must require,
to follow so closely the entire recitation,
and help on the fly. I am a little disappointed that I cannot
follow better the recitation in spite of my efforts, for example,
most of Surat Hud, which should be easy to follow, goes by
without grasping much. I do subtly slide into a slight
intellectual laziness with the devotion, unable to make
sufficient effort towards Zikr. I need to react. This
eb and flow of devotion, every year, exemplifies the
Qur'anic notion of Sabr. I will rebound.
30th reading Fajr Surat Hud till end, Surat Yusuf till v 21;
Dhuhr Surat Yusuf till v 53 (Juz 13), till end;
Asr Surat ar-Ra'd till v 32; Before Iftaar Surat ar-Ra'd till end.
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Tuesday 03/11/2025, 10 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 10, TARAWEE
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Second week in office.
Similarly, I leave at the
usual 6:30 after Fajr, read in office and try to sleep
before 8:30 meeting, but not fully successful. Then reading
again before going for Dhuhr ki Namaaz at Masjid.
Like yesterday I start to feel tired.
Dhuhr ki Namaaz at the Masjid, again, sitting in the back section,
no problem to get out (far fewer people outside), the hasir are
there self-service I notice, and today only one saffat
has gathered outside.
During Tarawee, in the forming of the rows, I'll sit a
few times next to a fat moaning man. Not able to sit properly
on his feet, he stays bent forward in an awkward position,
sometimes waiting between rakats on all fours like a dog.
When coming down for Sajdah, the man moans strangely, emitting
odd sighs. I take this man in affection, admiring his obstinate
devotion.
Tired, I regroup again, disappointed though
that I have not been able to recognize certain passages. No
bike again today, so we walk along Khairani road. A young
crippled beggar beams at recognizing, but I don't
understand what he says, which accentuates my sense
of exhaustion. Commenting on today's Juz, I realize that
Jamal Malik probably does not read himself, does not know
in detail which passages of the Qur'an are being recited.
At Tarawee, I end up next to a fat man with very large feet
who cannot sit properly, stays awkwardly bent over, unable to
bend his feet, and even during pauses, sometimes stays waiting
on all four like a dog. During Sajdah, he regularly moans in
an odd cavernous way, like a Miyazaki character.
I regroup today, reconcentrating my efforts. Although I am
again disappointed that I am unable to follow better, this is
still a good session. It is crucial to focus on Allah as much
as possible, otherwise, what's the point? And I often wonder
what are all these other devotees doing? Can they achieve this
better than I?
We have reached the end of Juz 14, I assume from now on
we'll read one one Juz, indeed, Jamal Malik points out that
today jaldi ho gaya. I explain to him this Juz business (that
they had been reciting long till now but will now follow the
Juz, and that we have reached half the book), but he seems to
ignore all this. Does he read? Does he follow any of what is
being recited? What does his mind do during Namaaz?
Today no bike, we again walk along Khairani road. A young
beggar with a beautiful face has recognized me and addresses
me, I unfortunately can't understand his smiling words, ask
Jamal Malik to "translate". I feel tired.
30th reading Fajr Surat Ibrahim;
Dhuhr Surat al-Hijr v 1 (Juz 14), till end; Surat an-Nahl till v 51;
Asr Surat an-Nahl till v 90.
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Wednesday 03/12/2025, 11 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 11, TARAWEE
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
Again to work, first light on the drive, and a slight
feeling of freshness the minute I enter Aarey forest.
I regroup today. Achieve a successful Namaaz in Royal Palms
after having read familiar Surat al-Isra, as well as a good
portion of Surat Kahf. For once, I am able to follow quite
well the recitation of familiar Surat al-Isra in Tarawee,
what a difference it makes! An excellent session. Also,
since I know the text, I do not miss the Sajdah near the
end, even though it has not been called out (for once).
I have to dispel the sensation of pride that accompanies that,
risking to taint my remaining Namaaz. As always, actively
resist the inclination to perform the rituals "for show".
Again next to the heavy moaning man, I sympathise silently
with his plight, and that he still follows the entire
ritual, sometimes sitting like a dog.
30th reading Fajr Surat an-Nahl till end (Juz 15),
Surat al-Isra till v 40; Dhuhr Surat al-Isra till end,
Surat al-Kahf till v 23; Asr Surat al-Kahf till v 54.
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Thursday 03/13/2025, 12 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 12, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
No office today, following a morning school meeting.
Before Dhuhr, I read the Qur'an as usual, but stop after 1/2 hr too
tired, go for a short nap before Namaaz - but end up sleeping nearly
1.5 hr! I wake up around 2pm, almost straight into a meeting.
A busy afternoon with tomorrow being a holiday, but I still manage
to nearly complete the Juz (Taha), and do well in Tarawee.
A small breakthrough in my sitting technique, to shift my
weight more towards the right so as to sit on the thin part
of the left foot, preventing pain that inevitably accumulates
after such frequent sittings (it turns out that surprisingly,
my left foot has been the problem, not the right, this new
position bares more weight on it). Like many, I bring down
my right foot to lay flat at each pause, relieving some
pressure. Again, I have hardly experienced any cramps with
this sitting technique.
A good Namaaz, but sullied by a few "leaks", bigger
than usual.
When we come out,
a spectacular traffic Jam in the galli (two large trucks
trying to come through) causes us to return
via Khairani road on the bike, busy as ever, the activity exciting.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Kahf till v 75 (Juz 16), till end,
Surat Maryam till v 41; Dhuhr Surat Maryam till end;
Asr Surat Ta-Ha till v 90.
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Friday 03/14/2025, 13 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 13, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
It is Holi today. At mid-day, the music is so loud
under my windows that
I can barely hear my own voice during
Tilaavat Qur'an. Gulzar and I walk to Khairani road together, she
is going to Haji Ali on full moon. Streets are empty, except
for those playing with colors. I am a little fearful that I
might get tagged in my white garments, but no such thing happens.
I arrive early (left home at 12), and for the 1st time, I take a Qur'an,
study it keeping it on my knees, put it away shortly before
Adhaan. The Masjid fills up but no trace of Jamal Malik. A
good Namaaz. With no work today, I easily complete the Juz
for the day, and sleep at length after Namaaz.
Evening Tarawee. In the shuffle of the Saffat, again
next to the moaning fat man (whom I like). Jamal Malik, back,
drives me home faster than usual (is he starting to get tired
of his generosity?). I have calculated the Zakat, and ask the Imaam
to send me options like last year.
30th reading Fajr Surat Ta-Ha till end (Juz 17);
Before Jummah Surat al-Anbiya;
After Jummah Surat al-Hajj till v 38;
Asr Surat al-Hajj till end (Juz 18).
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Saturday 03/15/2025, 14 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 14, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
A day at home. A moment of anguish facing a listless day.
And I realize that stopping work might
open to an abyss, even if I don't like it. But I read well,
and in the afternoon we do go out to the mall to buy Sofia
a new phone.
We don't have much for Iftaar today, just as we sit
in readiness, the door rings, bad timing! But it is a Muslim
woman who offers us a full plate for Iftaari, now we have much!
Cute, she suddenly cries "adhaan ho rahi hai" (signaling
the end of the fast) and runs back to her appartment.
Later, when returning
the dishes to our Muslim neighbors, Gulzar finds out that
this actually came from the Muslims living on the 4th floor.
Evening Tarawee. Small mishaps today: When I come for
Wudhu, I notice the MuezzinSaab washing dishes (from Iftaar?)
in the Wudhu place. He arrives late to Namaaz, as the first
youth has recited Iqama Salah. Later, after two rakats of
Tarawee, he pauses as the mic is dim (I had noticed that, and
paradoxically, having to strain to listen has improved my ability
to follow the words (also, this is the opening of Surat
al-Mu'minun which I know well)), and the Muezzin fixes it. Later
again, after 10 Rakats at the change or reciter, another pause,
the muezzin goes to all corners of the room (starting just near
me) trying with a remote to activate the AC, which had been
forgotten. Other than that, a good session. The fat moaning man
is in front of me, I see with compassion his painful sitting
position. Jamal Malik drives me home as always, today choosing
Khairani road, whose phenomenal chaos I prefer.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Mu'minun;
Dhuhr Surat an-Nur; Asr Surat al-Furqan till v 20 (Juz 19).
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Sunday 03/16/2025, 15 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 15, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
A peaceful day. Few things accomplished. Evening to Khairani
road, the usual Iftaari activity. Tarawee good, although again
slightly disappointed that I am not able to better identify
the verses in spite of paying attention. Return with Jamal
Malik.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Furqan till end,
Surat ash-Shu'ara till v 52; Dhuhr Surat ash-Shu'ara till end;
Before Iftaar Surat an-Naml till v 45.
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Monday 03/17/2025, 16 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 16, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
Again, a peaceful day. I am surprised to finish today's Juz
quite quickly, in two sessions (Fajr & Dhuhr) of about an
hour each. Very impressed (again) by Surat al-Ankabut which
could be a great candidate for learning.
In Tarawee, a surprise today: A new carpet! A brand
new blue carpet (whose design I actually like less), making
the Namaaz much more comfortable (I have by now mostly solved
any feet pain issues). Speaking of carpet, the contrast of
my new Janimaaz's design often makes subliminal imprints
when I close my eyes in Namaaz, to an excellent effect,
reminding me of "the color blue" that I sometimes see as well.
Both subliminal visions - actually simple optical phenomena -
support the Namaaz to excellent effect.
30th reading Fajr Surat an-Naml till v 60 (Juz 20),
till end, Surat al-Qasas till v 43; Dhuhr Surat al-Qasas till end,
Surat al-Ankabut till v 45 (Juz 21).
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Tuesday 03/18/2025, 17 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 17, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
Struggle to sleep after 4am, I fear exhaustion, and consider
staying at home today. But no, after Seheri and Namaaz, I
actually feel fine, motivated to go out. The Rambaagh
has finally reopened, making for an easier drive,
and as often I am charmed by the sense of fresh air upon
entering Aarey.
I am well served by my decision to go out: I have
a particularly excellent day in office, perform Tilavaat Qur'an
well (Surat ar-Rum among others) in the morning, and again at
lunch time, continuing to consider learning next this particular
group of Surahs (maybe Ankabut leading to Rum?). I go to the
Masjid in Royal Palms for DHuhr. Although the Imaam seems to
ignore me avoiding eye contact, this goes well. I have
resumed taking my place inside the room, thinking that today
I could stay to listen to the Bayaan, but since it doesn't
start quickly, I end up exiting following a few others,
in a decidedly good and active mood today. I have left
one verse before the next Juz (stopping at the Ruku), but
like yesterday have completed it with ease.
The excellence of the day (nearly clear minded) fades
somewhat in Tarawee, as if the day had already been fulfilled.
But also, the horrific resuming of the war in Gaza takes over
my mind. In Namaaz, the idea appears to me: Should I cancel
my trip to France? This dramatic unending question is ever more acute.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Ankabut till end,
Surat ar-Rum; Dhuhr Surat Luqman, Surat as-Sajdah,
Surat al-Ahzab till v 28;
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Wednesday 03/19/2025, 18 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 18, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
Again wake up at 4, unable to sleep back. But it is harder today,
I end up quite tired in office, unable to sleep there either.
I nevertheless complete the Tilaavat of the day, reaching Surat
Yaseen, and go to Masjid for Dhuhr, where the Imaam continues
to pointedly ignore my salutation, looking at me with that
odd disgusted look that had so shocked me once at our neighbors.
I feel better in Tarawee, able to well concentrate. We
reach the beginning of Surat Yaseen, with such deep knowledge
of the text, I am able to follow easily (which proves it can
be done!).
GUlzar has bought cloth to make me a new outfit, unexpectedly,
she has given it to Jamal Malik's son, together with one of my
existing Kurtas, for them to get it done (since I had mentioned
he had shown me a better tailor). I am somewhat embarrassed by
this. So on the way back from Masjid, Jamal Malik stops at the
tailor (in that galli itself). Confusion, Gulzar has said "Juba"
(as she typically does), which actually designates the long version
of the outfit (Arabic style). The tailor says he does not know
how to make those. I explain the misunderstanding, she really
meant kurta pajama, and even has sent an example to follow.
I am somewhat embarrassed by all this, but Jamal Malik doesn't
seems to mind at all! We then get stuck on Khairani road, completely
clogged at the turn towards Nahar, as it often is.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Ahzab till v 31 (Juz 22), till end,
Surat Saba till v 22; Dhuhr Surat Saba till end, Surat Fatir;
Before Iftaar Surat Yaseen till v 22 (Juz 23), till v 33.
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Thursday 03/20/2025, 19 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 19, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
Last day in office. Up in the night, but able to sleep back,
a clean wake-up, I feel quite good during the day. Good reading,
good Dhuhr ki Namaaz, in Royal Palms.
After Tarawee, Jamal Malik takes me again to the tailor
shop who takes my measurement. They compliment the choice of
fabric from Gulzar. Good time. I understand them perfectly,
they understand
me. And the traffic on Khairani road is clear.
30th reading Fajr Surat Yaseen, Surat as-Saffat;
Dhuhr Surat Saad, Surat az-Zumar till v 32 (Juz 24).
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Friday 03/21/2025, 20 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 20, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
In Masjid for Jummah, again I leave early at 12, sit and
read from the Qur'an, this time revising Surat al-Mu'minun
(but struggle without my glasses). Jamal Malik
arrives as I am putting back the book. Funny sequence:
He produces his scent, asks me if I have mine, I do for once.
He shares it with "the little man" (whom I've always wanted
to meet), he jokes that my flask has been nearly full for
months, if it were his, it would have been emptied in days!
I ask them if Khushbu aa rahi hai, the little man
nods approvingly,
Jamal Malik tosses the bottle to others here and there,
as if to help me finally use some of the scent.
In spite of this lighthearted sequence, I concentrate
on the Namaaz and Bayaan, given by another Imaam who I manage
to generally understand. After Namaaz (by our Imaam), a
poignant tearful Du'ah lamenting the atrocious events
in Gaza.
Tarawee - I concentrate well. The 2nd Imaam is struggling
for once with memory (corrected by the tall man) and with his
voice. Thanks to my earlier reading, I again succeed at
performing the Sajdah (which he had forgotten to announce),
fight back pride to not get distracted by this small feat.
30th reading Fajr Surat az-Zumar, Surat al-Mu'min;
Before Jummah Surat Ha-Mim Sajdah till v 38;
Before Iftaar Surat Ha-Mim Sajdah till v 47 (Juz 25).
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Saturday 03/22/2025, 21 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 21, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.2 kg - 154.8 lbs
She has gone to Sanseri Bazaar, while I stay for tilavaat and sleep.
But then I feel like going out, start walking, soon regret that
I have not gone to join her. So I do, in an auto-rickshaw
(a sense of satisfaction at how easily I communicate with
the driver).
We wander together along the Marol Pipeline, she buys small
things. Later in the day, after sleeping twice, I get frustrated
that she doesn't want to go out till after 4pm, and actually
puts me to sleep yet again, a deep almost uncomfortable sleep
from which I emerge groggy. We do go out in the evening to Mhada,
but have not done our other chores.
Evening, Tarawee: As the month slowly draws to a close,
as every year, railings have been outfitted on both corners
of the Masjid with parde, creating two small private enclosures
(now open for Namaaz). The rail is quite low, a tall young man
in front of me barely misses it while praying Namaaz.
In the formation of the rows, my friend
from previous years (the "gentle giant") has come next to me,
we exchange a friendly glance and a subtle wave of the hand,
but otherwise don't talk, as in previous years, perform Namaaz
side to side. Today the 1st young hazrat performs the entire
Tarawee (the 2nd's voice must have worsened), but does so at
record speed. After a good start, I increasingly struggle
to follow, doing my best to latch on to words here and there,
or small formulas I recognize within the precipitation. In
addition, I have been preoccupied by a skin irritation on
my right knee, which I start to think I should show the
dermatologist, could it be cancer? Tarawee ends relatively
quickly. The debit has been so fast that it calls the question
of, is this the right way? When Jamal Malik drops me home,
we debate that question. But he is very happy with it,
"Aaj jaldi ho gaya" he beams satisfied. I express that
it could stand to be a bit slower, but he says people would object,
after all, the elderly would struggle to stand for so long.
He compliments my beard. I jokingly comment that my mother
will hate it. He answers that I should tell her proudly
mene islaam Kabul kiya, till now, it wasn't complete.
30th reading Fajr Surat Ha-Mim Sajdah till end,
Surat ash-Shura; Dhuhr Surat az-Zukhruf;
Asr Surat ad-Dukhan, Surat al-Jathiyah (Juz 26).
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Sunday 03/23/2025, 22 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 22, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs (strangely no weight loss)
I wake up at 3am, unable to fall back asleep to my great frustration.
Is it that I have slept too much yesterday? Or anguished over small
matters? Somehow though, I finally succeed in pushing myself to a
brief dream, shortly before the alarm, which repairs me.
I am frustrated with myself. I feel I am slowly slipping,
and need to react. I take certain measures, as the last week of
Ramadhan opens:
1) Because I am not monitoring my phone usage this month, I have
fallen into the trap of excessively reading the news. Some news
is fine (in fact fuels the prayer), but do not fall into reading
petty news. I am restricting my access to news to the essential.
2) As in previous years, I fall into the invasive habit of
imaginary conversations where I "show off" my knowledge of Islam,
presenting it to friends. This is ridiculous, and cast doubts on
my sincerity. It needs to be actively shut down!
3) In the morning, before Fajr, I almost invariably get into a long
reflexion, usually on world topics. While this is good, it shouldn't
go so far as to delay Namaaz too much, or impede my concentration.
4) And finally, no matter how tired, no matter how distracted,
I have to strive to focus on Allah in the Ibaadat, condition of its
success. Letting the mind drift, on my surroundings, or even on
religious matters, invalidates my efforts, and could render the whole
month worthless. This is difficult, essentially trying
to achieve excellence throughout, it is an effort of every day,
every moment, and cannot be abandoned even after set backs. Do
not give up. Recollect yourself every day.
The day proceeds well. I finish the Juz early, and am happy
with Surat al-Imraan in all Namaaz. Gulzar has reminded me of my
fall, which most likely explains my knee skin problem, so I've
decided to postpone the dermatologist till after Ramadhan.
In the evening, we go out on Khairani road for Iftaar. On
the street, we find the woman from the Masjid sitting on the ground,
displaying her artificial leg (is that what it is?). We salute each
other, and On the way back, Gulzar gives her 20rs. And then we cross
the tall white old man from the Masjid, whom Jamal and I had been
wondering about. FInally, I talk to him. It turns out he is
Kashmiri (funnily, that is what people think of me as well).
His hearing is deficient, but we find out where he leaves in
the other Nahar, and addressing GUlzar he qualifies me as "bahut
nek admi". I am happy that I will have something to tell Jamal
Malik tonight.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Ahqaf, Surat Muhammad;
Morning Surat al-Fath; Dhuhr Surat al-Hujurat, Surat Qaf,
Surat adh-Dhariyat till v 31 (Juz 27).
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Monday 03/24/2025, 23 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 23, TARAWEE
Weight: 70.1 kg - 154.5 lbs
A shocking incident this morning:
As I am making coffee, I hear the sound of something falling
(I think the cats must have done something). I hear Gulzar from the
room repeatedly moaning Allah... Allah ... Allah...
Once in the room, I find her
strangely sitting on the
floor at the base of the bed, unable to speak much, wondering if
she has fallen, noticing that her mouth is slightly off. Finally
I notice spots of blood on her garment, then on her mouth! She is
disoriented, asks in native Urdu: main gir gayi hee saw.
What are
you doing she then asks? I am getting ready for Roza. Her answers
devastates me: Kaiko Roza? I don't answer at first, the
terrible situation sinking in. She does not remember
Ramzaan.
We remain seated for some time. My heart racing,
obsessed by the idea that the Ramadhan should not stop, I warm
up in the kitchen whatever I can find, come back by her eat in
front of her. Eventually she
recovers her spirits and feels better, I
get her so sit up and lie down. We still don't understand where
or how she has fallen, no traces anywhere, probably from the
bed directly onto the ground, but why at the foot of the bed?
I try to put her
to sleep, and quietly go for Tilavaat Qur'an. After a little
time, checking on her I realize her eyes are open, I lay down
at her side, and myself fall fast asleep, hoping that things
will be better once we wake up.
And when we do wake up, I am relieved that her voice has
returned. The incident remains a mystery.
Following this terrible start,
after heightened Namaaz during the entire day,
I lose a little concentration
in Tarawee, in spite of Surat Rahman and Qariyah being
recited, as if I couldn't
attain intensity both in the day and the night.
Surat ar-Rahman ends up being
recited in only two rakats, I wish it had been stretched out
along more. Still an intense day comes to an end, and I am
satisfied.
30th reading Fajr Surat adh-Dhariyat till end,
Surat at-Tur, Surat an-Najm till v 26;
Dhuhr Surat an-Najm till end, Surat al-Qamar,
Surat Ar-Rahman, Surat al-Waqi'ah;
Asr Surat al-Hadid (Juz 28).
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Tuesday 03/25/2025, 24 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 24, TARAWEE
Weight: 70 kg - 154.3 lbs
In office. I reach particularly early, since Seher is moving
earlier by 1 min nearly every day. I read well ahead, and
finish the Juz comfortably during lunchtime.
While going to Masjid through the usual slum alleys,
I am surprised as I approach the main road to see several
people carrying loads of medicines up the alley, an activity
that becomes strangely frantic as I approach, I even hear
man ordering "fridge nikal". I soon understand: First I
notice a compact crowd down the road, then see a JCB
destroying the slum dwellings, under the eye of a police
contingent. I work my way through the crowd, an old woman
is wailing loudly, many onlookers looking grave. I pass
through this, make my way to the Masjid where things are
quiet, as if ignorant of the nearby commotion. I pray
an excellent Namaaz, which in this month of Ramadhan the
Imaam lets run longer, allowing me to mentally recite more of
Surat al-Mu'minun. As usual, I manage to exit as he is
about to start Bayaan, walk back towards the drama. Now
the Buldozers have moved up the alley (but not reaching
the medical shop), making the alley impassable. Continuing
on the main road, I realize that its sides too have been
destroyed.
Wanting to witness more, I return about halfway through
the alley by a small dirt trail. Here too, the people from
the shop are sitting listlessly among there samaan scattered
on the ground, which they have managed to amass here near
the buildings, away from harm. A little later, when I drive
back, I see a family with man children sitting aimlessly
among the debris. The JCB's and trucks packed with house
debris are leaving. The medicine shop and others have
been spared. What's next for these people?
In the evening, Gulzar pushes me to eat too much at
Iftaar, but I still manage well the Tarawee prayers, able
to follow longer passages of it.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Mujadilah, Surat al-Hashr,
Surat al-Mumtahanah, Surat as-Saff;
Dhuhr Surat al-Munafiqun, Surat at-Taghabun, Surat at-Talaq,
Surat at-Tahrim (Juz 29).
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Wednesday 03/26/2025, 25 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 25, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
I wake up at 3:45, too late to fall back asleep, and feeling
bad after yesterday's food. It's a poor wake-up with headache,
and as if still heavily digesting, not in
the mood for another Rahat Hotel for Seheri! I mention it to
her, luckily, she quickly prepares veg-rice and omelet, a bit
burnt, but still much better than the heavy outside food!
I fear feeling exhausted today, wonder whether I should
cancel office, but actually motivated with witnessing the fallback of
yesterday's destruction, head out. Luckily, almost miraculously,
I do feel better, advance well in Tilavaat in the morning.
Yesterday hearing Surat al-Jumu'ah in Tarawee, I couldn't
quite remember reading it during the day. Concluding that
I must have skipped it by mistake, I start with that, before
proceeding with today's Juz. Later, before Dhuhr, I am
interrupted at work. Dissatisfied with my reading of
SUrat al-Qiyamah, I repeat that before Asr. I do manage
to sleep briefly in the morning, this does wonder, I feel
sharp after all!
I go through the slums again, through the aftermath
of yesterday's events. The houses along the alley have
been partially destroyed, some only the facade, all shops
are closed or shuttered. But no new activity, life continues.
I am satisfied with Dhuhr ki Namaaz at the Masjid. And later
in Tarawee find that I again able to follow several passages.
30th reading Fajr Surat al-Jumu'ah -- Surat al-Mulk,
Surat al-Qalam, Surat al-Haqqah, Surat al-Ma'arij, Surat Nuh,
Surat al-Jinn; Dhuhr Surat al-Muzzammil, Surat al-Muddaththir,
Surat al-Qiyamah; Asr Surat al-Qiyamah (again), Surat ad-Dahr,
Surat al-Mursalat (Juz 30).
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Thursday 03/27/2025, 26 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 26, TARAWEE,
LAYLATUL QADR
Weight: 69.8 kg - 153.9 lbs
I wake up at 4, a bit tired, but follow my routine to work,
and advance considerably in today's Tilaavat (till Surat
al-Bayinah) leaving little left to complete. Which I do
also in office, before leaving for Namaaz. This also
proceeds well, walking through the alley, and encouraged
to see some life behind the boarded houses that have been
spared (for example the tailor lady is still there, but
as if in hiding). I do get exhausted mid-morning, which
leads to an inevitable sense of depression, but luckily
a brief surprise sleep repairs that, after which I feel
sharp.
To Masjid for Tarawee on Laylatul Qadr. Unusual
business and agitation there. I feel strangely unmotivated,
thinking without much resistance that
Laylatul Qadr does not suit me , which
perhaps becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy each year. I have
decided to keep it open, but think I probably will leave right
after Tarawee. The prayer proceeds, which I start well,
envisioning the importance of the month, and my completion
of the 30th reading. But I lose track somewhat, again a little
shocked at the precipitation at which the Qur'an is being
recited. I succesfully
execute the two sajdah of the day, even though they have
not been announced, and fight back the pride associated
with that.
After Namaaz, our Imaam goes into a long Du'ah,
partially tarnished by my pain of sitting for so long,
which I patiently endure, still concentrating as much
as possible. Once it finishes, after Witr, we are asked
to sit down while tabruk is being distributed, then instructed
to not eat inside the Masjid. People are very good humored,
which somehow does not fit my gravity, I long for solitude
where I feel I can achieve better Ibaadat. Jamal Malik
gestures me to stay seated. An Imaam will come for Bayaan
at 11:30, Jamal encourages me to stay till 12:30 or 1am,
but I decline, pretexting work tomorrow. Even though I
insist that I am fine and can walk home, he seems to make
plans to get his key to still drop him home. But I salute
him and leave, walking out. Just out in the hall, a compact
crowd has seated waiting for the meal. I walk out, luckily
with a few others from the Masjid, and into the usual chaos
of Khairani road. Unlike last year, I feel hardly any regret,
this just feels right. Once home, I offer to GUlzar
the Tabruk that I have carefully kept in my pocket. We
are particulary happy together tonight.
I see this is what was appropriate for me on this night
Laylatul Qadr.
30th reading Fajr Surat an-Naba, Surat an-Nazi'at,
Surat Abasa, Surat at-Takwir, Surat al-Infitar, Surat al-Mutaffifin,
Surat al-Inshiqaq, Surat al-Buruj, Surat at-Tariq, Surat al-A'la,
Surat al-Ghashiyah, Surat al-Fajr, Surat al-Balad, Surat ash-Shams,
Surat al-Lail, Surat ad-Dhuha, Surat al-Inshirah, Surat at-Tin,
Surat al-Alaq, Surat al-Qadr, Surat al-Bayyinah;
Dhuhr Surat az-Zalzalah, Surat al-'Adiyat, Surat al-Qari'ah,
Surat at-Takathur, Surat al-'Asr, Surat al-Humazah, Surat al-Fil,
Surat Quraish, Surat al-Ma'un, Surat al-Kauthar, Surat al-Kafirun,
Surat an-Nasr, Surat al-Lahab, Surat al-Ikhlaas, Surat al-Falaq,
Surat an-Naas.
Surat al-Fatihah, Surat Al-Baqarah till v 5.
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Friday 03/28/2025, 27 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 27, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.7 kg - 153.6 lbs
I have woken up at 4am to one of those realistic dreams about
work, which pisses me off (reflecting a lot of pressure at
work). After Namaaz, I decide to continue Tilaavat Qur'an
just the way I have been, but with no pressure to attain
a specific target, and so start right away on the 31st reading.
Very happy with those initial Rukus of Surat al-Baqarah, which
I understand almost fully without translation.
Jummah. I have left at 12. I find some crowd at the
Masjid as expected. Again, I plan to sit to read the Qur'an.
This time I have brought my glasses.
But an embarassing episode: I sit to read at my usual spot. A man
on the side gestures to me, calling me to sit. I don't
understand well, sit next to him facing the front, he gestures
again, very embarrassingly, I now attempt to sit in front
of him I>my back turned to him, he gestures again rolling his eyes,
finally I understand, I sit facing him, finally noticing that
along the left wall a row of readers have sat like that,
facing each other. "Mujhe nahi maloum" I excuse myself
sheepishly,
another rough teaching in the ways of the Masjid
(but a lesson that I will obviously not forget).
I nevertheless
try to focus on the text, picking up on Surah al-Baqarah where
I had left off, actually able to read and understand most of it!
As Adhaan approaches, I rise to place the book back on the shelf,
wondering if I'll commit another faux-pas. But compared to before,
I do handle these incidents much better,
even though it makes me squirm in discomfort, I am
still able to let it pass and focus (this would have been
impossible previously).
Someone taps my shoulder, it is Jamal
Malik who has sat right behind me among the crowd, hands me
his flask of scent, which looks exactly like mine, to the point
where I ask if it has fallen from my pocket. He asks for mine,
and this is what we distribute to the rest.
Another Hazrat has come, like every year. GIven the crowd, we
have already formed tight rows, we rise for Namaaz, I
keep my glasses on the ground in front, like I see others
doing with their phone, but I have kept it horizontally
(whereas others keep the phone vertically) which ends
up feeling like they are staring at me, and I wonder if
this is yet another small faux-pas (I correct this
in subsequent rakats). No one has actually kept glasses
so I have no example to follow. Namaaz, then a very long
Du'ah, which like yesterday night ends up being painful to
sit through (I weather the pain, trying to focus).
Today
on this last working day of Ramadhan I am particularly busy
with wall-to-wall meetings (which I had worried about all along),
but without the pressure of reading the Juz, I somehow manage
to squeeze in Asr ki Namaaz, and actually feel remarkably
sharp and my mind energetic, which thankfully carries me
through a few difficult meetings. In the evening, I go to
Tarawee, like last year, it is now executed much quicker
by reciting twice the last 10 Surahs of the Qur'an. To my
surprise, after Witr, the young Hazrat performs Sau Sajdah
presumably for some error I have not noticed. He does this
by: After "atthiyatu..." doing a single taslim head facing
forward, then two Sajdah's, then again "atthiyatu..." followed
by Durude Ibrahim etc. to conclude the Namaaz (this is then
what I will follow from now on). I am
surprised that the same crowd of people have showed up,
even after completion of the book. Now I see a few people
have kept their glasses on the ground. Indeed, they have
kept them vertically.
31st reading Fajr Surat Al-Fatihah,
Surat Al-Baqarah till v 60.
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Saturday 03/29/2025, 28 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 28, TARAWEE
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
As today is Amaavaz, Gulzar wants to go to Haji Ali, and I
follow her, today being Saturday, and without the pressure
of completing the daily Juz.
But we we wait unusually long for the train, and again
long for the bus. Once we finally reach, we found Haji
Ali closed due to high tide, which I thought only happened
during Monsoon. Gulzar encourages me to enter the Masjid
at the entrance of the Dargah, which I do. I don't find
it as moving as the Masjid at the Dargah, strangely, I have
not heard the Adhaan (it was probably given earlier), and the
Imaam's voice appears strange, and he leaves little time for
reciting my usual Namaaz. When I come out, the Dargah has opened,
and Gulzar is sitting there waiting. Some minor splashing
from waves along the narrow walkway, the Dargah is surprisingly
empty today. We settle there, where sometimes Qawali musicians
perform, but today is rather quiet. Encouraged by others who
lie down here to sleep unfurling Hasirs that have been kept
on the side, I myself fall briefly asleep.
Before leaving, I decide to pray Asr ki Namaaz in the
Masjid (which is nearly empty, except for a few men sleeping
on the sides). She has gone do the same on the Ladies side,
I wait for her to return for some time, it is past 5pm when
we leave. I have the fantasy of buying a new Topi for myself
of black color, but struggle to find my size, finally finding
it in the tunnel under the road. Worried that it will take too
long to get home, I ask to take a taxi back, but she insists
on returning by train to avoid traffic. We wait for the bus,
then reach Byculla where we buy some street Kebabs for Iftaari.
I go through alternance of worry and relief that we will make
it back on time, even though we have mistakenly boarded an
omnibus train! We nevertheless seems to be just ok when
we finally board a Rickshaw in Ghatkopar, unless
Khairani road is stuck. Surely enough, that is exactly
what happens, Khairani road is completely stuck!
She keeps waving the problem off, arguing that we can
open the Roza wherever, we do have some water and food.
Eventually, with the traffic completely clogged, she
decides to leave the Rickshaw there and finish by foot.
We make our
way through the traffic clutter. We reach Nahar as Adhaan
is given, and my Iftaari alarm sounds. We do settle down for Iftaar
only a few minutes late. The meat and its sauce appear
disgusting to me. We've just barely made it, but I am exhausted.
I sleep briefly (as every day) after Iftaari, set out
for what could be the last Tarawee, tired, trying to shake
off the incidents. I come across a loud procession in the street,
waving large saffran flags. A small imperfection on my new topi,
which I wear
nonetheless. The Hazrat with colored hair from previous
years is back to recite Tarawee (same last Surahs twice).
His Du'ah, his voice change, which I had observed last year. Again,
loud Dhols from the nearby temple distract,
luckily only towards the end, and without approaching
too near. It is finished,
I have concentrated as I could, but fighting back
the sensation of end and moving on to what's after,
not as moved as I could be.
Jamal Malik takes me on the way to the tailor shop. My clothes
are not quite ready, but should be in the day tomorrow. We drive
through Khairani road chaos, a lot of glitter on the ground
from the Hindu celebrations. Once home, the
Imaam forwards me that Eid has been declared in Saudi for
tomorrow. Most likely this confirms Monday for us, which I
doubted, anticipating another fast, and having to take
off work on Tuesday. Inshallah we shall see.
31st reading Fajr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 104.
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Sunday 03/30/2025, 29 Ramadhan 1446 -- ROZA 29
Weight: 69.9 kg - 154.1 lbs
I wake up at 3am not well, headache, and yesterday's events playing
endlessly
in my head, each small detail seeming like failure, each small thought
frustrating. Too bad this bad commute back has tainted what
otherwise would have been a wonderful day at Haji Ali.
I have (funnily) dreamed
that after eating by mistake, I run out to spit it all out, all
the while thinking that at least people will understand that I
am keeping Roza. Seeing that my thoughts
are just spinning negatively, realising I won't succeed in sleeping
back, I get up before alarm, fearing a tough morning. But as every
morning this Ramadhan, alhamdulillah,
once up, I feel fine, continue to relearn
both SUrat Ali-Imraan and Surat ar-Rum, my mind clear.
I finish the month relatively fulfilled, yet very fearful
of diving back into the world without the shield of the
Ramadhan, which has provided a singularity of focus, protecting
from the rising tumult that our period carries. Like I started
the month, I complete it feeling scared.
In the afternoon, we go to the Salon for a haircut, and
to get my beard trimmed for the first time in my life, which
actually takes much longer than the haircut.
Later, last Namaaz of Ramdhan (Asr) with
Surat ar-Rum, then to Khairani road where I get my kurta from
the tailor finally, and we buy on the way back for last Iftaari
while Gulzar distributes Eidi very generously.
In the evening, after Iftaar and Maghrib, we scrutinize
the sky from our balcony to the West, no sign of the moon, an unusual
low bank of clouds near the horizon. But Eid has been proclaimed
in India. For the first time this Ramzaan, I feel uncomfortably
heavy after Iftaar, slide into deep sleep from which I struggle
to emerge for Ishaa ki Namaaz, go back to bed eating only an
orange.
31st reading Fajr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 142 (Juz 2),
till v 164; Dhuhr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 189;
Before Iftaar Surat Al-Baqarah till v 229.
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Monday 03/31/2025, 01 Shawwal 1446 -- EID-UL-FITR
Weight: 69.5 kg - 153.2 lbs
Again, I wake up around 3:30, unable to sleep, get up around 4am,
eager to continue relearning Surat ar-Rum, feeling miraculously
clear. Resuming my habits, I haven't stretched in a month, but
feel surprisingly comfortable (let's see what happens after
running!). Silly debate over my new kurta, whose blue color, too
saturated to my taste, reminds me of a doctor outfit. I mention
my doubts to Gulzar, planning to wear a white pant at least, but
she eventually convinces me otherwise, I decide on this and the
black topi from Haji Ali. I leave at 6:30, which proves perfect.
Already men walking on Khairani road, mostly wearing immaculate
white, also assembling in front of Al-Husaynia Masjid, where I
donate the Fitra (I have figured out accurately 14 people =
Rs. 1,120). I sit in the Masjid, people have started assembling
but my place is still free, but no sign of Jamal Malik. Most people
wearing white with a few exceptions, but I have left aside this
ridiculous color debate. Five bags are circulated for which
I have kept money. A long Bayaan from the Imaam (I learn how
to pronounce Eid-al-"Adh'ha"), then after
reminding us of its tarika, Eid ki Namaaz. He adopts a different
"tune" which moves me deeply, Surat al-A'la and Ghashiya (classic
for Eid), again, with a different style, and I realize how accurate
his voice is, how well I understand his meticulous
prononciation, better than any other. I meet him after Namaaz,
luckily shake hands without hugging (which was also stressing me
out), outside, the beggar woman comes to meet me, Eid Mubarak.
I manage to distribute my 10 - 10 among the many beggars, and
keep 3 more for Khairani road. I regret having said anything
about the kapde and once home insist on how well it has worked
out. I continue to feel incredibly clear mind in spite of the
limited sleep. We eat breakfast.
Contrary to yesterday's fears, I feel the peace of the day.
Shazia and Shabaz have come, Shazia has prepared the Biryani.
We later go to
Jamal Malik's house in the Chawl behind Mhada. He comes meet
us in the Maidam, takes us there. A good time.
It's a three story house. hidden in the maze of tiny alleys,
next to a Masjid and Kabrastan, nearly concealed among
the clutter of houses. Inside, we meet the women, several
children, and his two sons. We eat
with them in excellent humor. He comments about our Masjid vs. the local
Masjid, here "this Baba, that Baba..." He reminds us that he has
financed our Imaam's Hajj, for 6 to 7 Lakhs. His wife wearing
gold. She thinks I look like a Hazrat, the children laugh.
It's the glow from Namaaz explains Jamal Malik. We eat delicious
mutton
on the floor, in tradition. Comments on Gulzar's fall, under her jaw a
black spot. She still hurts. I know realize that I had
misjudged the situation that day, and beat myself up for it.
He walks us back. Fascinated by the environment, maze
of tiny alleys, sometimes opening to a clearing, full
of surprises, so much of the life is outside. We've had a wonderful
time. I feel the peace of the day. Perhaps the feeling is
at the height of the success of this year's Ramzaan. Tomorrow
life resumes, if only I could retain this feeling.
31st reading Morning Surat Al-Baqarah till v 253 (Juz 3),
till v 257; Asr Surat Al-Baqarah till v 274;
Maghrib Surat Al-Baqarah till end.